BAD Ch12 - - Chrysanthemum Garden

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Warning: Vague mentions of sexual intercourse.

That night, Xia Tingwan was so bored that he couldn’t sleep. At this time, he remembered that when he went to find Su Yan, it seemed that Wen Zichen mentioned “go upstairs to accompany Ning Ning”, and Zhao Nanshu said that Wen Zichen was a pediatric nurse. This fragmented information seemed to have a little relevance, but he couldn’t find a way to put them together. hqor0U

He stood on the balcony of Zhao Nanshu’s house gazing at the traffic downstairs, then lit a cigarette and slowly smoked.

Zhao Nanshu liked lively places, so even after midnight, the old neighborhood here is still lively. There was a food stall on the corner, where the crowd had gathered. On the opposite street, a woman was chasing her man to fight. In the fierce curses, the smell of kebabs and beer floated slowly.

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Xia Tingwan just looked at them.

He suddenly thought, how do other couples and lovers get along in this world? They probably quarrel just like the young couple downstairs now, but will they break up? Do those who broke up really never look back? 8TAdZ9

Thinking about it, he couldn’t help being a little distracted.

“Boss, can’t sleep?”

Zhao Nanshu’s voice came from behind. He rubbed his eyes,  a head of disorderly hair that was due to sleeplessness, and conveniently took out a Marlboro from the metal cigarette box put aside by Xia Tingwan: “Lend the lighter.”

“Didn’t you quit smoking?” Although Xia Tingwan said so, he still tossed the lighter.

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“Boss, do you remember? When I was lovelorn last year, I asked you for three days’ leave. You were very worried about me at that time, but I didn’t let you come to see me. In fact, I watched 《Happy Together》
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“It’s strange to say, everything is okay, but every time I see Ho Po-wing say: Lai Yiu-fai, why don’t we start over? I want to cry – boss, do you have this feeling? When you wake up one day and look at the empty ceiling, you feel so empty. Suddenly, you want to start over and go back to a certain part in the past, maybe life will become very different.” X7jSsi

“Yes.”

Xia Tiingwan thought, isn’t that the feeling now? After starting over, there are four words that make one yearn but at loss, “If you can actually start over again, when do you want to go back?”

“Going back to the time when I was with my first love.” Zhao Nanshu leaned lazily on the reclining chair and cocked up his legs. He said fondly, “My first love was the captain of the high school basketball team. F*ck, he was so handsome that one couldn’t sleep at that time. Until now, I still dream of making out with him secretly in the men’s dressing room during the lunch break. If I become a celebrity in the future, I must write a memoir and write about how handsome he was. Sleeping with him was the most profitable thing in my life.”

“Boss, what about Mr. Su – was he your first love?” RdnaIo

“What can be considered first love?” Xia Tingwan asked, narrowing his eyes.

“Do I need to come up with a definition for that? What do you think is considered to be ah-”

“Before Su Yan, I may have liked Xing Le.”

“Holy crap, that recently popular Xing Le?” Zhao Nanshu sat up all of a sudden. KnuRLq

“Who else is Xing Le?”

Xia Tingwan remembered that many years ago, he accompanied the boy who was ambitious to become famous in the entertainment industry to participate in the audition for “Jing Yu”, but he never expected that the fate of people was so paradoxical that he was the one Xu Zhe found pleasing.

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At that time, he really liked Xing Le.

“But I don’t know if it’s my first love. It felt vague. Once, we were both drunk and kissed, and then we were a little awkward- but I can’t really count him as a lover, I just thought he was very handsome at that time.” UdES8n

Xia Tingwan lowered his head and paused for a while before saying softly, “Then, there was only Su Yan.”

Zhao Nanshu clicked his tongue loudly, “Boss, you know what, I always thought that you, a poor person with poor sexual experience, entering marriage is like gambling. How do you know if the person you might be sleeping with for the rest of your life later is compatible in that area or not, with or without strength?”

Xia Tingwan raised his foot and kicked Zhao Nanshu’s reclining chair: “You are barren.”

He leaned forward, lying on the balcony railing, watching the drunken people walking askew downstairs, and suddenly said, “You don’t understand, Su Yan and I-” eEMU4x

Xia Tingwan suddenly stopped here, Su Yan and him…

Apart from the first pain and fear, Su Yan almost taught him to enjoy the happiest thing in the world hand in hand.

When they first got married, as long as they were together, they tossed and turned madly. Su Yan kissed his skin inch by inch, almost burning, rolled from the head of the bed to the end of the bed, and then simply on the ground. Several times he couldn’t get up the next day, but he still couldn’t help pestering Su Yan, coquettishly asking Su Yan to hold him for a bath, and then playing in the bathroom all morning.

Thinking like this, although he couldn’t see it at all in the night, Xia Tingwan still felt his face and ears were red. He covered up and took a smoke: “It’s nothing.” XDxfO6

“Boss, you’re so cute when you’re shy, hahaha.”

Of course Zhao Nanshu knew what Xia Ting was saying when he held back, but he didn’t ask.

He just stood beside Xia Tingwan and patted him on the shoulder, he paused: “It will all pass, really.”

“Mhm.” oNmfBG

Xia Tingwan nodded lightly.

This was the first time in the past few days that he mentioned Su Yan without feeling sad.

Humans are really wonderful, because memories were too good, so when thinking of it, he didn’t even want to be sad.