I Am Not Fit to Be the Male Lead’s First Love

A fierce battle had just ended.

The man was particularly ferocious today, and Chu Yin was exhausted as she nestled in the chaotic quilt, closing her eyes in pain. The man hugged her from behind, trying to hold her in his arms.

Chu Yin was dazed and confused, but instinctively struggled.

The man’s hand stiffened, then sarcastically sneered, “Why–you can’t bear me since Gu Giuze had returned home?”

“Lu Zhen, what are you talking about…”

Lu Zhen’s breath was still burning, but his voice was cold: “Your brother is still looking for Gu Giuze to save you, eh? Chuyin, you know the consequences of my anger.”

Consequences…Chu Yin thought the consequence of being entangled with this devil might be how the Chu family went bankrupt overnight. The real daughter of the Chu family was imprisoned by him. He dominated and controlled her like an item. Just like this moment, she was forced to swallow everything, enduring his possessiveness and at the same time, losing her freedom.

The man even wanted to whisper cruelly in her ear: “Even if your fake sister has married a wealthy man, Chu Yin…only you, have to be trapped by my side, until death, you’re all mine.” 

Chu Yin thought: No. It’s either she got killed by Lu Zhen, or she would kill Lu Zhen. Both were fine.

The sense of weightlessness in her brain became stronger and stronger. She heard herself hoarsely saying: “Lu Zhen, you should die first in my hand…”

Lu Zhen laughed and leaned over her ear and said something.

Chu Yin could not hear it clearly. Because at that moment, the sense of weightlessness suddenly aggravated, and her consciousness suddenly withdrawn. A force dragged her exhausted soul away, bringing a brisk sense of relief.

At the end of her consciousness, the voice that was filled with cold sarcasm finally tore, revealing a trace of despair and panic.

“Chu Yin, Chu Yin!–“

…

She seemed to fall into a long dream.

In her dream, Chu Yin saw that her miserable life had become a page of paper, turning into air.

“Your world is actually a book. Lu Zhen is the corrupted and paranoid male lead in the book. And you are the short-lived first love (moonlight) that he fell in love with at first sight and was imprisoned by him. After your death, the male lead thought about you day and night and even thought of finding a substitute.”

Chu Yin thought in confusion, whose voice…?

Soon, the book turned to the end, but suddenly began to turn back—the paper rattled and finally stopped at the front page: [Chu Yin was found by the Chu family when she was 17 years old. Even though the family already had an adopted daughter named Chu Qiuqiu, the Chu family still took her back from the countryside and helped her transfer to Huiwen Private Middle School. Here, she met Lu Zhen…]

Even in a dream, Chu Yin couldn’t help but want to tear up the book—she never wanted to meet the dog man Lu Zhen again!!

“What if you can start over again? I’ll give you the pen to change the script.” The voice sounded again. “Knowledge changes destiny, learning can break everything, go and try it!”

Chu Yin seemed to be pushed by an invisible force, and she woke up as soon as the words fell.

“School will start tomorrow, is it really okay for Xiao Yin to go to the international class?” An elegant woman’s voice came into her ears.

Then came a familiar sweet voice: “After all, my sister has just returned from that kind of place, and her education is limited. It is normal to not be able to keep up with the level of our class. Don’t worry, mother, I will definitely try my best to help her!”

Chu Yin looked at and saw Chu Qiuqiu who looked like a high school student.

She was separated when she was 5 years old, and two years later Chu Qiuqiu was adopted by the Chu family because she looked like her. By the time Chu Yin was picked up at the age of 17, Chu Qiuqiu had already been regarded as the daughter of the Chu family.

Although this was all a dream, Chu Yin knew that even though Chu Qiuqiu’s words were sweet, she wanted to show that even if they had no blood relationship, she had a more genuine demeanor.     

She was stunned for a moment, allowing the memories of the past to completely settle. When Chu Yin raised her head again to look at Mother Chu, her eyes were already calm: “I’m not going to the international class.”

In her last life, she was forced to share the same table with Lu Zhen because she entered the international class. After she became famous, she became a school flower. Not only was she targeted by all the girls in the school, but she also had become entangled with Lu Zhen, and never got rid of him in her short life.

“Yes! You can live your life again! Why bother to go the same way again! This is the learning system’s warm reminder~ after binding with this system: You can get permission to modify the script after completing the tasks~”

Chu Yin was startled. This was the voice in her dream.

Along with the sound, a faint light in her mind appeared that showed the book that created the world. Next to the book, there was a halo pen, which stroked on the paper as she moved.

“Dip, the system is running internal testing. The current script is as follows, please try to modify [one word].” 

The glowing book spread out on both sides, and Chu Yin could see the content clearly.

【Location: Chu Family Villa. Characters: Chu Yin, Mrs. Chu, Chu Qiuqiu.】

【Chu Qiuqiu rushed and said: “Sister, your decision is right~ Our international class circle is indeed not something you can integrate into.”

Mrs. Chu pondered for a moment: “Indeed, in Xiao Yin’s situation, ordinary classes may be suitable for you.”】

This conversation…?

Was this really part of the script?

Chu Yin continued to look down.

【Chu Qiuqiu proudly looked at Chu Yin silently: “The family in our class is distinguished, and they are not as easy to contact as my sister imagined~Like the young master of the Lu family, he is usually in our class. If you just suddenly transferred to our class, you might kicked out by him.】

Seeing this line, Chu Yin couldn’t help choking for a second. 

The eldest young master of the Lu family…Lu Zhen.

She still remembered the way the person blocked her in the classroom with a cold face. She almost recalled his scarlet eyes when she rejected him. As soon as she closed her eyes, she could still relive how the powerful man leaned over her in the dimly lit room, trolling over and over again, asking her whether she liked it or not.

 …If only she had been kicked out at the beginning.

Chu Yin’s silence was mistaken by Chu Qiuqiu for being ashamed. She smiled triumphantly and deliberately asked Mrs. Chu sweetly: “By the way, mother~ Brother Qiu Ze won prizes abroad. Once he comes back the day after tomorrow, will we be having a celebration banquet?”

 ——The fancier the social occasion was, the more her country bumpkin sister could see the gap between her and herself.

“Brother must have brought gifts for me again. I must call a few friends over to celebrate with Brother Qiu Ze–ah, yes~” Chu Qiuqiu suddenly remembered something, and looked at Chu Yin, “My sister, don’t you want to participate too?”

Chapter 1 – The Golden Finger (2)

Chu Qiuqiu’s lotus words were the same as shown in the script… Chu Yin’s heart warmed slightly, and the glowing pen tip hung in the air, as if she could easily control the characters in the book.

She saw the next paragraph:

【Chu Qiuqiu smiled gracefully, holding the exquisite goblet in her hand and gently shaking the dark red wine in it: “There are many etiquette to remember in a banquet~ Sister, you don’t know how to drink this, come, let me teach you–”】 

Chu Yin thought for half a second, then tried to move the light pen to cross out the “red” of “red wine” then changed it to “cooking”.

Chu Qiuqiu: “You have to shake it lightly first, and appreciate its color. Then, like this…”

Chu Yin calmly watched Chu Qiuqiu take a deep breath as her cup lightly pressed against her lips before she took a big sip . 

“Puff!”——The  liquid sprayed on the face of Mrs. Chu on the opposite side like brilliant fireworks.

For a few seconds, the whole house fell silent. Only Xueji, who was in Chu Yin’s head, made a chicken crow-like laugh as it sounded “System binding successful~”.

The servant stumbled and ran over with a napkin. Mrs. Chu stood up in anger and embarrassment: “Qiu Qiu, what are you doing?!”

Chu Qiuqiu’s glass of red wine was unexpectedly so bitter that she choked and spat out instinctively the moment she drank it.  At this moment, she didn’t have the elegant manner she just had as she said in a panic: “Mom, I didn’t mean it!”

Amidst her mumblings, a clear and beautiful voice suddenly came in: “Oh, so it’s like this.”

Chu Qiuqiu suddenly looked up.

Chu Yin, who had been silent, suddenly smiled. The exquisite facial features that were originally covered by her long hair were exposed, and a pair of peach eyes blinked slightly under her slender glimmering eyelashes.

“It turns out that red wine is drunk like this? I learned it.”

Chu Qiuqiu’s face was completely green.

…

At three o’clock in the middle of the quiet night, everyone had already fallen asleep, and Chu Yin had still been studying.

After she was successfully bound with the system, the first task released was very basic: [Complete General Assignment]. 

Chu Yin returned to the room from the kitchen, took a bath, and changed to her pajamas.

Xueji’s prompts were accompanied by a yawn: “Ding – political homework completed √ Task completion 70%. Host ~ don’t you need to take a break?”

Chu Yin rubbed her wrist, stretched her neck, and then opened the history exercise book.

——Now it’s time to rest.

After knowing that this system could really tamper with the plot, Chu Yin felt a long lost excitement – the ability to influence the events in the book, and as long as she completed the task, she herself could become the greater force and dominate her own life!

For the rest of her life, Chu Yin never wanted to be Lu Zhen’s first love.

Tomorrow–oh no, today was a turning point in her life, that is, the day Lu Zhen fell in love with her at first sight in the story. 

So she must get permission to change the script, change the plot of this day, even a small change could cause a long-term butterfly effect.

Chu Yin was not a good student in her previous life. She was trapped by Lu Zhen at the age of 20, and was forced to supplement her knowledge for a long time. Later, she accompanied the young master Lu Zhen to take the GMAT exam. She was then trained by RC, DS, and SC, and she was taken by him to a foreign country for a year, auditing Ivy League courses, and this made her level of knowledge long surpassed the domestic high schools.

She finished Math and English homework very quickly. She was a sophomore in senior high school so she still needed to review the textbooks for comprehensive subjects, and this took a little time.

The room was quiet and only the sound of scratching against paper could be heard.

When dawn broke, the room was lit up a little bit. Chu Yin made the last stroke, and the system in her brain finally made a beep.

“Completed the general assignment task √ unlocked the script on the next page, and got permission to [change a word]. (Friendly reminder, as the difficulty of the learning task increases, the permission to modify will increase~)”

The book and pen once again emerged from her brain. While the script loaded, Chu Yin was unexpectedly nervous.

【Location: Huiwen Private Middle School. Characters: Chu Yin, Lu Zhen, Chu Qiuqiu, and other classmates.】

【The weather is not good on the first day of high school.】

【A Bentley Mulsanne stopped at the school gate, and the girls passing by began to slow down as they adjusted their hairstyles. A few seconds later, a teenager in a white shirt got out of the car, and the crowd immediately began to make commotion.】

【Lu Zhen lazily put his bag on his back and looked up. Light rain poured down the sky, and the black-haired boy looked cold and melancholy in the dense space.】

Most of the scenes were Lu Zhen’s solo scenes, until a certain line– 

【Lu Zhen’s eyes were indifferent until he suddenly saw the girl in the distance wearing a floral skirt while smiling at someone.】

Seeing this, Chu Yin’s heart was stifled.

This was her. She was just a 17 year old innocent and bright young girl in her previous life. 

To be honest, Chu Yin didn’t know how the so-called love at first sight happened. She didn’t even remember that she had met Lu Zhen on this day in her previous life. Did it become love after just one look?

【…Lu Zhen’s gaze paused for several seconds, then moved away.】

【He thought: The skirt is so ugly.】

Chu Yin finished reading this paragraph: “…”

Xueji began to chicken crow-laugh in her brain again: “Chuckchchchch–“

Chu Yin: “Shut up.” 

That’s good, at this moment there were only a few big words in her heart.

 ——I will kill Lu Zhen.

Chu Yin, with a cold face, scratched the word “rain” so fast it was almost late for Xueji to stop it: “Oh, host– are you sure you will have no regrets, you can’t change it after you write it! The word you chose seems…” It seems to be just a plain description of the climate!

Chu Yin sneered: She didn’t regret it.

Let Lu Zhen regret it.

Then she wrote “knife” on the crossed word.

Xueji: “…” You can really play.

In the early morning, the weather was misty.

The gate of Huiwen Private Middle School was bustling since today was the first day of school.

The girls were yawning and complaining about the short summer vacation. Suddenly, there was a rustle in the crowd as a luxurious Bentley Mulsanne stopped at the school gate—the whole school knew whose car it was.

“Quickly, quickly, Lu Zhen is here!”

“Ah, brother Zhen!”

“I’m going to school with him today.”

After a few seconds, the door opened and a long leg stepped out. The boy wore a simple white shirt, and his extravagance couldn’t be stopped from radiating. On this cloudy day, his side face reflected cold and paleness, the line from his brow peak to the bridge of the nose was like a sculpture, and his jaw angle was perfect and precise. His eyes were long and sharp and there was a crimson mole on the tail of his eyes, adding a trace of desire to the cold feeling.

Since he appeared, pink bubbles began to appear around him and pink petals seemed to be falling from the sky.

Lu Zhen only raised his head indifferently—the sky was dark, as if it was going to…rain?

“Bang”—

Something indeed fell from the sky.

Lu Zhen slowly lowered his head, and his gaze fell next to his shoes.

He saw a bright knife lying there.

“……?”