I Am Not Fit to Be the Male Lead’s First Love

Chapter 29

Chapter 29 – Damaging with criticisms (1)

Chu Shi walked out from behind his parents with a solemn expression.

“Last time at the school dance, Qiuqiu danced like this too,” Chu Shi said, “I thought she was too excited, but now it seems…”

Was it recurring? Was it some kind of neurological disease?

Father Chu and Mother Chu were shocked. How could there be a problem after raising her for ten years?

Father Chu wanted to be more practical. He originally thought that Qiuqiu had a good personality and was more reliable with social gatherings. Now if there was a problem with her…

Chu Qiuqiu didn’t expect to be seen by their parents. She quickly explained: “No, I’m just playing with my sister!”

Several people looked at Chu Yin.

Chu Yin shook her head innocently: “No, I’m not playing with you.”

Chu Qiuqiu gritted her teeth. The problem was clearly Chu Yin! As a result, her parents and brother thought she was mentally ill.

Father Chu: “There was originally a banquet in a few days. If Qiuqiu has problems…”

Of course, his main priority would be the social gathering. If Chu Qiuqiu had this kind of problem, taking her out would certainly damage the face of the Chu family.

“No, I don’t!” Chu Qiuqiu hurriedly said, “I was just exercising! It’s good for the body to practice this kind of dance!”

Father Chu hesitated, “Is that so?”

Chu Qiuqiu quickly nodded while moving her lips to show that she was perfectly normal.

After finally fooling her parents, Chu Qiuqiu turned her head to see that Chu Yin had already left.

She fell down on the sofa and couldn’t help thinking: Is it really not related to Chu Yin?

Was it because she was under too much pressure and something went wrong in her brain? Chu Qiuqiu shivered at the thought.

As the Huiwen’s final exam came nearer, the pressure in the school intensified.

The ‘Hope Cup’ slots were given to the top three students in the final math exam, which was an old tradition of Huiwen. Class 5 was an elite class. The best students stood at the top of the pyramid.

Students were willing to participate in this kind of competition if there was a chance. Even if they couldn’t participate in winter camps or training sessions, their level would surely improve a lot.

However, this year, it would be more difficult to be included in the slots because of Chu Yin. Everyone unanimously agreed that she would get a slot.

Fu Mingxuan’s math skill was also good. She also got 140 in the last midterm. If Chu Yin didn’t get a perfect score in math, then she wouldn’t have this kind of sense of crisis.

She also wanted to participate in the Hope Cup and had seriously been studying these days. She started learning from Chu Yin’s behavior and often went to the teacher to ask questions during break time.

Near the end of the term, there were many papers distributed to them by the teachers. Song Zhaolin neatly folded them in half, sorted them, and placed them in front of him. He didn’t want to write even a single paper.

In order to improve his grades, he forced himself to write something on each paper.

——So he wrote his name in all the papers.

After putting down his pen, Song Zhaolin no longer knew what to write after his name.

Turning his head to look at Chu Yin, he saw she already finished her math papers.

“Sister Yin, are you not bored with writing this many papers?” Song Zhaolin asked while she was changing papers.

Although he was close with Chu Yin and could make jokes with her, Song Zhaolin still dared not to disturb Chu Yin while she was studying. Also, Chu Yin had a cold 1 posture, making others not dare to disturb her.

Chu Yin picked up the paper and said, “No. It’s so interesting.”

Song Zhaolin shrunk his head back. He felt he didn’t deserve listening to this good student’s speech.

After class was over, Jiang Yan came over with the paper and wanted to sit next to Chu Yin, but Song Zhaolin refused.

Jiang Yan had no choice but to sit in front of Chu Yin. “Yin, what should I do after this question?”

Chu Yin changed a pencil and took the paper, “Let me see.”

Although Song Zhaolin couldn’t understand, he also glanced at it with his head to show his enthusiasm for learning. After not understanding anything, he suddenly felt his head becoming grimmer.

When he looked back, he found that they were surrounded by several people.

Zhao Yuxiong touched his head: “Chu Yin, I want to listen too, okay?”

Next to Zhao Yuxiong was another boy, and there were two girls standing next to Jiang Yan, both of which came to listen to Chu Yin’s topic.

To speak to one person was also to speak to a group of people.

“The second question is about three situations. When L1 and x-axis coincide, when L1 and x-axis are vertical, when L1 and x-axis are neither coincident nor vertical…”

Chu Yin spoke clearly in a low and soft voice. After teaching one method, she would give a second solution to solve the problem.

Although they knew that Chu Yin was better than them, it was the first time they realized the difference in their gap. Jiang Yan asked the most difficult question on paper today and most students couldn’t catch up.

What’s wrong with them?

Why did their face suddenly turn red as if they’re drunk??

Song Zhaolin suddenly realized that his Sister Yin’s charm was radiating.

Li Jin, who was next to Zhao Yuxiong, said, “It’s been months since school started. I think we should change the seating arrangements.”

Jiang Yan immediately agreed and nodded: “I think so, too.”

She wanted to sit with Yin Yin!

Several people around agreed: “Linzi, you are delaying people’s studies if you sit next to them.”

This made Song Zhaolin angry. His eyes widened as he shouted: “Shit! I can make Sister Yin’s mood happy because I’m a charming person!”

Chu Yin couldn’t help laughing.

Song Zhaolin immediately said, “See?”

Zhao Yuxiong blushed and looked at Chu Yin. She was too beautiful when she laughed. When he looked closer, he could see dimples on her white and tender skin.

He sourly said to Song Zhaolin, “Lin Zi, you’re wasting resources. 2. How about you let Jiang Yan and Chu Yin sit together? If you do, our class might get both the first and second place in exam rankings.”

Jiang Yan agreed and nodded wildly.

Song Zhaolin simply stretched out his head and pointed to his small brain, “I don’t care! I also need to improve!”

Several people wanted to say something but at this time the class bell rang. They could only reluctantly return to their respective seats.

However, since it was the first time they talked to Chu Yin, they already felt satisfied.

Song Zhaolin successfully defended his position as Chu Yin’s deskmate. He greasily winked at her: “Sister Yin, you won’t abandon me, right?”

Chu Yin had already taken out the next set of questions. She patted him on the shoulder: “Come on, Lin Lin, believe me or not, only achievements will not abandon you.”

Song Zhaolin vomited blood: Damn! So ruthless!

But he loves it!!!

In the evening, when Chu Yin came home, she found that there were guests at home.

Gu Qiuze greeted her with a smile: “Hello.”

Chu Yin replied politely.

“Your brother boasted about the cookies you made several days ago,” Gu Qiuze looked at her and blinked, “so I cheekily came here today. Can I eat them?”

Chu Shi coughed twice, but he didn’t say anything.

Because he wanted to eat it again!

Chu Yin glanced at Gu Qiuze and thought his wink was different from others.

Song Zhaolin’s wink sent out a signal of ‘come and beat me.”, but Gu Qiuze’s wink clearly gave off seductive hormones.

She nodded: “Yes, it just so happens that there are leftovers of the ingredients bought last time.”

Gu Qiuze looked at her with a smile: “I’ll trouble you.”

Chu Shi’s wish was achieved. He was quietly happy.

Chu Yin went upstairs to put her schoolbag first before going down to the kitchen. Gu Qiuze came forward and asked, “Is there anything I can do to help?”

Chu Yin shook her hands, “No need. It’s very simple.”

She combed her hair into a ponytail calmly. She had a sassy temperament when she raised her hand. Gu Qiuze touched his nose and stepped back.

He looked at Chu Shi and said, “Since I mentioned it, I should eat more of the cookies, right?”

Chu Shi stared at him. “You think you’re handsome!”

Gu Qiuze raised his eyebrows. “I’ll talk to your sister later.”

Chu Shi looked at him and thought to himself: Since he will become his brother-in-law, it wouldn’t be too much right?

But on second thought, Xiao Yin seemed to have no interest in Gu Qiuze. As her brother, he was deeply worried about this.

He didn’t know what kind of boys Xiao Yin liked. However, as long as it’s not Lu Zhen, he was fine with whomever his sister would like.

The cookies finished baking in just an hour. When Chu Yin called, both Gu Qiuze and Chu Shi rushed into the kitchen. The sweet smell of warmth filled the whole surrounding. Gu Qiuze kept on praising Chu Yin’s cookies while eating. Chu Shi also did the same.

Chu Yin felt full after eating a few pieces. The two boys seemed to be fighting for pieces of cookies more.

She planned to bring some cookies for Jiang Yan and Song Zhaolin. Since Song Zhaolin wasn’t able to eat it last time, she should give him a bite since he’s a charming person.

The next day, Chu Yin went to school with the cookies she made from last night.

When Jiang Yan came into the classroom with her school bag on her back, Chu Yin called her secretly.

Jiang Yan pinched the school bag’s belt: “What’s the matter?”

Chu Yin gave her a small packet of cookies: “Snacks.”

When Jiang Yan smelled a sweet aroma, her eyes opened wide: “Did you make it?”

T/N: Both me and Mary (my proofreader) have been busy lately. :'< Forgive me for any mistakes in this chapter since this hasn’t been proofread yet. (also, if you like this story and would like to volunteer as a proofreader, I would gladly and heartwarmingly appreciate it.

Chapter 29 – Damaging with criticisms (2)

Chu Yin raised her beautiful eyebrows.

Jiang Yan couldn’t help hugging her: “God, Yin Yin, it’s very kind of you. I’ll finish everything!”

Seeing that she was so easy to satisfy, Chu Yin was in a good mood. She patted her head: “If you like, I’ll bake something else for you next time.”

Jiang Yan simply felt spoiled and happily went back to her seat.

When it was time for class, Song Zhaolin hurried into the classroom.

“I was scolded by my brother in the morning. I was ordered to take the bus. Fortunately, I met Brother Zhen on the way, otherwise I couldn’t come today!”

Chu Yin snorted. These rich children…they prefer dying than taking a bus. Chu Yin lived in a small town for more than ten years of her life. Buses were not bad.

Song Zhaolin arranged his disheveled hair in front of his mobile phone’s screen. Suddenly, a paper with a faint sweet smell was placed on the table.

Chu Yin said, “It’s for you.”

Song Zhaolin was excited: “Okay. It’s that–“

Chu Yin nodded: “Yes.”

Song Zhaolin tremblingly raised the paper bag. This has! Cookies!!

After she gave it to him, she lowered her head again and wrote two strokes. She suddenly realized something and turned to look at him: “You.”

Song Zhaolin was opening the paper bag when he looked up and said, “Ah?”

“Eat secretly,” Chu Yin said, staring at him. “Don’t make it public for everyone to see.”

Lest someone will see it.

Song Zhaolin was even more moved–is this exclusive their secret!

He is the most special person in Chu Yin’s heart!!

Song Zhaolin was happy all morning because of the cookies. He ate the last piece of cookie and walked out of the classroom to play in the International Class. He remembered Sister Yin’s unspoken warning, and although he was reluctant, he still obeyed it.

Turning around, he ran into Lu Zhen head on.

“B-brother Zhen?”

Lu Zhen stared at the cookie crumbs at the corner of Song Zhaolin’s mouth.

“Who gave it?”

…

Chu Yin looked at the young man (LZ) in front of her and tried to make her thoughts and emotions empty.

According to a certain law, what you don’t want to happen will happen.

In the corridor, Lu Zhen stood in front of her, blocking the light behind him. He bowed his head slightly and said in a low voice, “I want it, too.”

Song Zhaolin received the cookies, why not me?

His voice inexplicably overlapped with her memories a long time ago. In the previous lifetime, Chu Yin remembered that Lu Zhen would occasionally do the same thing when he was young. At that time, she just came from the countryside and thought it was absurd. He was obviously a young master from a wealthy family. How could he use such a humble tone?

Chu Yin only glanced at him, not saying a word.

Lu Zhen clearly saw the word ‘why’ in her beautiful peach blossom eyes.

Why? How should I say it?

Should I say I’ve waited outside your house for a long time on Christmas Eve?

Should I say I placed the apple on your desk on Christmas?

Should I say I was looking forward to your cookies that day? I like the keys though.

Then Lu Zhen found that he couldn’t even say it.

These actions that he couldn’t control would probably scare her away.

Lu Zhen took a breath, then said with a smile: “Aren’t we friends.”

Chu Yin was startled.

No, this is a big misunderstanding, ah?

Who are your friends? We have a blood feud, okay??

Lu Zhen saw the obvious rejection in her eyes and smiled angrily. For the first time in his life, the young master was even rejected as a friend.

He’s helpless.

He had no choice but to say, “Wasn’t the gift supposed to be cookies–if you hadn’t changed it.”

The word change was very subtle. Chu Yin’s ears moved sensitively, and she was a little alert. After all, the dog man was not Chu Qiuqiu, and he was not so easy to fool.

She thought about it and asked, “Why do you want to be friends with me?”

She was completely different from her 17-year-old bright and cheery self in her last life. What kind of bookworm friend does Lu Zhen want? Does he like teasing nerds?

Chu Yin observed his expression and thought that if he had any wrong thoughts, she would kill him tonight.

Lu Zhen’s hand slightly tightened. The corner of his lips curled up, “Because you are a…very amazing person.”

Chu Yin: ? It’s the first time she heard that.

Lu Zhen’s eyes lowered as he looked at her face. His heart was slightly hot. “Since you appeared, a lot of wonderful things have happened.”

Wonderful but uncontrollable chemical reactions.

Some sour and hot heart beats, fuzzy, but gradually aggravating emotions.

Since she appeared.

But these beautiful words were interpreted differently in Chu Yin’s ears.

Wonderful thing?

Is he talking about the knife falling from the sky? Driving at a speed of 180, and the basketball explosion? These wonderful things??

When she thought of her artistic creation, Chu Yin felt guilty. What did Lu Zhen find?? No, she had to hold the dog man first!

So Chu Yin nodded: “Okay, I’ll give it to you. You wait here.”

Lu Zhen’s eyebrows raised. He didn’t expect this reaction from her. When Chu Yin turned and left, he obediently stood in his place, waiting for her to come back.

Chu Yin returned to the classroom, took out the last small bag of biscuits from her bag and gave them to Lu Zhen.

Lu Zhen looked slightly surprised, paused, and carefully took the paper bag in her hand.

Chu Yin said solemnly, “I’m not wonderful at all. You think too much. I just like to study, and I don’t care about anything else.”

What wonderful things? They have nothing to do with me.

Lu Zhen pinched the corner of the paper bag, smiling slightly, “I know.”

“Goodbye, then. I’m going to study.”

Lu Zhen looked at her and said softly, “Okay.”

The girl’s back was slender. Even if she was wrapped in a big school uniform, it’s hard to look away.

Lu Zhen watched her leave as he laughed softly.

At the age of 17, he couldn’t believe he actually blocked her to shamelessly ask for cookies.

He’ll probably remember it for the rest of his life.

……

When Chu Yin returned to the classroom, she held her arm and thought for a long time.

“Wonderful things”

Is that something that the dog man cares about? He normally wouldn’t figure it out. But what if there was something she didn’t know?

“Chicken,” Chu Yin knocked on the system, “is your safety factor high?”

Although she doesn’t want to be liked by Lu Zhen, it’s hard for her to become his enemy in case there would be incidents.

Xueji: “Very high~”

Chu Yin also felt that with her average human thinking, she also wouldn’t be able to guess her golden finger.

After pondering for a while, Chu Yin felt that she had to make extra precautions.

Let the dog man realize that these “wonderful things” were irregular and had nothing to do with anyone.

After all, she could operate it remotely √

An alibi that was sufficient enough–confuse Lu Zhen and let him fall into self-doubt!

So Chu Yin began to flip through the script, looking for the right plot.

Chu Yin finished two system tasks before she found a suitable plot that would happen after school.

This script involved both Lu Zhen and Song Zhaolin

【Song Zhaolin was cut off by his eldest brother, so he had to continue to ride Lu Zhen’s car. He sent a message to Lu Zhen and waited for him outside the school building. After a while, he saw Lu Zhen opened the glass door.】

【When the door opened, Song Zhaolin smileed at Lu Zhen: “Let’s go, Brother Zhen!” 】

Chu Yin thought for a moment.

There’s a good audience at the school gate.

She moved the light pen and crossed out the word “opened” and changed it to “broke”.

Go all out, weird man!

……

After school.

Song Zhaolin said dejectedly, “My brother really wants to kill me.”

Chu Yin said quietly, “What’s the matter?”

“He won’t send me a driver,” Song Zhaolin said wrongly. “He wants me to walk back.”

Chu Yin: “You want to walk back?”

Song Zhaolin: “No, hee hee. I’m riding Brother Zhen’s car ~”