I Am Not Fit to Be the Male Lead’s First Love

Chapter 42

Chapter 42 – I kill you (1) 1

To prove that she had nothing to do with the accident, Chu Yin squatted down and squeezed the piglet’s belly.

“Wake up, ah, wake up.”

The paralyzed piglet rolled on the ground. Its big eyes revealed an inexplicable cuteness.

Chu Yin: ?? See, this piglet is fine!

Do you know who your dad 2 is? That’s not how you treat your creator!

As soon as she thought of this, Chu Yin suddenly realized that she was scolding herself. She was glad that she only complained in her heart.

But she could still feel that dog man, Lu Zhen, was smiling deeper.

Chu Yin continued to give little massages to the piglet, trying to get it to stand up and make it walk two steps away, but it was very stubborn.

Finally, Lu Zhen lowered his head and said, “Get up.”

The little piglet hummed happily as it flexibly turned over.

Chu Yin: “…”

She patted her legs and stood up, her gaze lingering on Lu Zhen.

Lu Zhen raised his eyebrows lightly: “What’s wrong?”

Chu Yin praised: “You are really good at controlling pigs.”

“…” Lu Zhen was silent for a moment, “Just okay.”

The piglet ran happily between them. The corner of the garden in the area was very empty. The wind carried a trace of begonia fragrance as petals quietly fell.

Lu Zhen glanced at Chu Yin and coughed softly: “You don’t need to take responsibility for the pig. Just give her a name.”

Chu Yin was surprised: “Is it fine for me to name your pig?”

“It’s fine.” Lu Zhen attentively looked at her.

Chu Yin somehow remembered the little cat that she wasn’t able to raise in her last life. After Lu Zhen took the little cat away, the scratches on her hand gradually healed, yet there was a trace of regret in her heart.

“Then call it Box.” Chu Yin said.

This was the cat’s name since Lu Zhen gave it to her in a box.

Since the cat didn’t appear in this life, this name now belonged to the pig.

“Okay.”

Lu Zhen looked down at the little pig at his feet, then retracted his gaze to look at the girl in front of him.

When everyone enthusiastically expressed their love to her, he felt flustered and anxious. An unexplainable feeling of discomfort would accumulate in the bottom of his heart, like a layer of burnt ashes.

He felt he had to do something. Even if there was no result.

Lu Zhen slightly tightened his back, realizing that his heart rate was a bit chaotic.

Feeling the slight panic, Young Master Lu noticed that his voice was slightly low, “Chu Yin–”

“What’s the matter?”

Lu Zhen’s lips opened: “I…”

– “Xiao Yin!”

Lu Zhen hadn’t finished his words when Chu Shi’s voice rang.

Chu Yin looked at Lu Zhen suspiciously before raising her hand towards Chu Shi: “I’m here.”

After Chu Shi communicated with several wealthy ladies, he couldn’t find Chu Yin. He followed the voice and saw at a glance that his sister was standing with a dangerous figure, Lu Zhen!

The alarm bell suddenly rang in his heart as he hurriedly strode over to where Chu Yin was.

Although the bastard Lu Zhen hadn’t done anything yet to his Xiao Yin, his younger sister’s popularity in school was still surprisingly high.

Chu Shi took his dream seriously, that’s why he was acting like this.

The Lu family’s business empire would become even more powerful in the future. Even with this knowledge, Chu Shi didn’t want Chu Yin to get involved with Lu Zhen. He wanted her to continue living dazzlingly.

Lu Zhen’s expression turned cold at the moment Chu Shi appeared.

His icy black eyes showed irritation.

Both people looked at each other for a second, not bothering to hide their hostility.

“What are you talking about?” Chu Shi asked with a smile.

Lu Zhen was too lazy to answer, so Chu Yin replied instead: “Oh, we’re just talking about his pig.”

Chu Shi: “?”

He looked down and found that it was a real pig.

“Young Master Lu is so refined!” Chu Shi gave a thumbs up.

Lu Zhen didn’t seem to hear his sarcasm, and said quietly: “Thank you.”

“Okay, Xiao Yin, it’s time to go home.” Chu Shi gave Lu Zhen a triumphant glance.

After Chu Yin agreed, the brother and sister pair left together.

Lu Zhen silently watched their backs walk away, then retracted his gaze and looked down.

After a while, he bent over to pick up the overweight pig and touched its belly.

“Come on, Box.” I’ll tell her next time.

Song Zhaolin paid close attention to everything because he was worried. Since there wasn’t anything unusual with Sister Yin’s and Brother Zhen’s actions, Song Zhaolin hadn’t noticed anything.

Song Zhaolin: Why are you not making a move! He is so anxious!

He felt excited that he was the only person who knew about this big secret.

As Chu Yin was putting away her notebook, she saw Song Zhaolin from the side scratching his head in silence.

“Linlin,” Chu Yin asked, “…that, are you sick?”

Song Zhaolin: “What do you mean?”

Chu Yin covered her mouth and whispered: “Nine out of ten people have it.”

Song Zhaolin was at a loss.

Chu Yin thought he was pretending to be stupid and was embarrassed to talk about it, so she didn’t ask again.

She stood up from her seat while holding a math notebook. Song Zhaolin suddenly held her back, “Oh, Sister Yin!”

He hesitated for two seconds before he vaguely said, “Do you know! Someone wants to be my mother!”

Chu Yin: “?”

Song Zhaolin continued, “The most important thing is, you know this ‘someone’!”

Chu Yin: “??”

Song Zhaolin blinked his round eyes, looking at her expectantly.

Chu Yin’s expression gradually became regrettable: “I’m sorry. I didn’t expect your family to be messy.”

Song Zhaolin: “??”

Chu Yin thought that since she ‘knew’ this mother, she must be young.

She kindly touched Song Zhaolin’s head: “Don’t be upset. You can fix this together with your father or mother.”

After speaking, Chu Yin sighed and left.

Rich families are really messed up. Tsk tsk.

Song Zhaolin was left alone to think about the problem again.

Chu Yin was invited by her math group seniors to share her experience in the competition. This would give a great advantage to the liberal arts department in the future.

Although the Hope Cup Competition was over, Chu Yin still remembered the mood during the winter camp.

There were two winners this year but she was the only one who was invited by the math group because of two reasons. One, she was the gold winner. Two, the seniors didn’t dare to invite the young master.

Chu Yin passionately agreed, saying that it was fine to go alone.

If this person was invited, it would affect her performance.

The sharing session’s location was in the comprehensive classroom of the first year of high school, which was quite a big room. Most of the people who came to listen were students who wanted to choose liberal arts in the future. Some people specifically came to see Chu Yin.

Chu Yin saw student Hao Diao at the door of the classroom.

After the last incident with Chu Yin, he couldn’t stand up. His abdomen would be in pain again every time he sees her beautiful face.

He also started wearing normal clothes and wasn’t deliberately showing his white arms anymore. Instead, he wore a hoodie just like the other students. Chu Yin now saw that he didn’t have those lustrous and passionate eyes anymore.

“You too?” She asked kindly.

Hao Diao subconsciously stood straighter: “Senior sister!”

Chu Yin nodded and waved her fingers: “Don’t be nervous.”

The white and slender fingertips flashed past his eyes. There was no expression on her beautiful face. There was an inexplicable calmness in her.

Hao Diao: Ah ah!! So handsome!

He thought that the chicken would crow again. 3

“Senior Sister, don’t look at me like that. I actually study pretty well.” Hao Diao explained.

Chu Yin was a little surprised: “That’s great.”

t/n: I’m sorry for not posting chapters. I was trying to fix my site with the errors I constantly get every 2-3 months or so.

Chapter 42 – I kill you (2)

“I am now determined to pursue you, so I’ll study harder,” Hao Diao clenched his fist. “In this way, I will become excellent – my fierce love will finally be worthy of you.”

Chu Yin was very pleased before she heard the last part of his speech: “……”

With that, Hao Diao walked into the classroom passionately. He sat at the edge of his seat in the front of the classroom and then watched the podium with great energy.

As soon as Chu Yin walked through the door, there were waves of applause and cheers.

“Senior sister is good!!”

“Senior sister has worked hard!”

Chu Yin touched the tip of her nose. She didn’t know what to say, so she only smiled back.

“Ah ah ah ah, she smiled!”

“Is it for me?!”

“I heard that the winter camp will invite the previous champions. Oh oh! I want to participate for my Sister Yin!”

Because of the high enthusiasm of the audience, the atmosphere while Chu Yin spoke was very good.

“This is the main knowledge framework I learned in the Hope Cup Winter Camp this year. It’s worth reminding everyone that if you plan to participate in the competition, you must start learning in advance.” Chu Yin’s transparent eyes swept under the stage, “Don’t be like me. Since my foundation is relatively poor, I spent more effort to catch up.”

Audience: Can you even believe what she’s saying?!

She won the gold medal yet says she has a poor foundation!!

But this humble sister is still beautiful..TAT.

After the sharing meeting, Chu Yin stayed to answer several questions from the audience.

Among the people who came over, some admired Chu Yin. She recognized two of those that had given her love letters.

It wasn’t until the teacher came and pulled away the overly enthusiastic students that Chu Yin was able to finally breathe.

Hao Diao waited outside the classroom and handed her a bottle of mineral water.

Chu Yin sighed and took a sip.

“Senior Sister, I learned about this later. No wonder Lu Zhen favors you.”

Chu Yin drank water as her eyebrows raised in surprise.

–What? Why did you mention this suddenly?

Hao Diao’s eyes bulged, expressing his gossiping look: “Is it because Lu Zhen likes you?”

Chu Yin: “Puff!–“

She spat the water out directly.

Hao Diao was taken aback. But because he was an elegant boy, he always had tissues with him. He quickly took out a beautifully-printed tissue and handed it to her.

Chu Yin finally calmed down, her expression frightened.

“Who made the rumor?” —Who dares ruin the reputation she painstakingly built!

Hao Diao counted with his fingers, “Because everyone pays attention to you. Some people said that when you first transferred, Brother Zhen called to talk to you. Then he scolded a few classmates for you in the forum. At the sport’s event, some students saw you together. Plus you went to Province B together and won the prize together – Oh my god!”

Besides Chu Yin x Lu Zhen, there were many other CPs, such as Chu Yin x Gu Qiuze. Even a few contacts together could have meaning – Chu Yin cheering for Gu Qiuze during the basketball game? Discussing topics together? And meeting in Province B by accident?

Chu Yin: I need to be more careful.

She left with a solemn and calm expression.

Hao Diao felt it was strange.

Sure enough, Senior Sister Chu is the real deal! He could never reach this level even in his lifetime!

The school really cared about Chu Yin’s preferences.

It has become a habit of the students to idolize famous people. After all, there were only a few girls that could reach this kind of status in the school.

Several people who openly pursued Chu Yin all ended up in failure. Apart from that, she hadn’t responded to any other advances from others.

This matter is often discussed in various anonymous groups:

[I really can’t think of who Sister Chu would like]

[I’m sorry to all the CPs, but I don’t believe these would come true]

[I only believe Chu Yin x Me]

[@above post, shameless!!!]

…

[Latest news! I just saw the top student 1 talking with the top student 2 in third-year seniors’ corridor]

[What?? Will both my husband and wife marry now??]

After a few minutes, the seller of melon-seeds came back–

[Although they chatted for more than ten minutes, it had nothing to do with romance. I can’t catch any sugar because they’re just talking about xxx theorems!]

[What is this xxx? ]

[I don’t know. If I understood, do you think I’ll be using xxx? *angry. jpg*]

[I know, my sister doesn’t love anyone]

Chu Yin didn’t know about these discussions at all.

After Hao Diao’s remarks, she secretly observed Lu Zhen.

There was nothing unusual when she thought about it carefully. It seemed that recently the frequency of Lu Zhen showing up was high.

She knew that the plot was completely biased. She couldn’t influence Lu Zhen’s thoughts and feelings.

Chu Yin thought angrily that she would never submit to her character as the short-lived white moonlight in this life. Now that she had superpowers in her hands, she could make Lu Zhen be the one to live a short life rather than her if he ever tries anything!

My dark shark soul is burning again.jpg

Xueji: “Ding! the system detected the host’s intention to kill, which is not conducive to the healthy mind of a person~”

Chu Yin snorted, “I am healthy!”

Originally, she thought this would be just another daily quarrel with the system until Xueji said, “A gentle reminder! Due to the great changes in the script, some stimulating behaviors may cause special fluctuations in this world”

Chu Yin was taken aback. “What special fluctuation?”

Xueji: “This system can’t predict at the moment.”

With how Xueji was acting vaguely, Chu Yin’s thoughts were immediately triggered.

Special fluctuations…at present, the biggest special fluctuation in this world should be herself – a character who was bound to the script with cheats.

Will this fluctuation continue if she continues to change the script?

“Will you be bound to others?” Chu Yin immediately grasped the deadliest question.

Xueji: “The ability to modify the script is only available to the host.”

Chu Yin was slightly relieved.

Since she alone could change the script, she still had an absolute advantage.

Chu Yin thought that she needed to be more cautious when evading and adjusting the original plot.

When the head teacher walked into the classroom, she happened to see Chu Yin holding her arms, frowning and looking thoughtful.

She was immediately moved and relieved – look! The child is radiating the light of wisdom!

It was a miracle for other students to study hard, but for Chu Yin, she even had to persuade her not to put too much stress on herself.

The head teacher gently patted Chu Yin’s shoulder: “You should take breaks between classes. Don’t tire yourself.”

Chu Yin put away the things that made her mind ache: “I know, Teacher. I’m not tired.”

“I’m here to tell you that the tutoring class organized by Huiwen every year is about to start.”

In the second half of high school, the whole city entered the joint examination mode. The neighboring school and first middle school would be participating in this event. One school was prestigious and powerful, while the other had high-quality students. They were considered major competitors every year. The comprehensive ranking and individual subjects would be compared.

First graders like Chu Yin were the highlights of the school.

Chu Yin’s achievement of winning the gold medal for the city-level English competition and provincial-level math competition made her a student that the school desperately wanted to showcase.

Getting good results in the city’s competition would letHuiwen’s educational resources gradually shift in favor of their students. They would not only provide good teachers, but also high-quality course and reading materials.

Chu Yin remembered this event in her previous life. This had nothing to do with her before. Now that she knew how important these top-notch resources were, she wanted to join. “Good teacher, can I take the exam?”

She found that she particularly liked rankings. If she did poorly in the exam, it would motivate her to do better. It’s a pity that Huiwen didn’t have any monthly exams like other schools.

The headteacher was very pleased with her attitude: “Of course.”

Chu Yin nodded, “Thank you, teacher.”

In this tutorial class, Han Chuying, Jiang Yan, and the others would be admitted. It’s good to be together.

Han Chuying soon heard the news of the tutoring class. She was super excited. After all, she could be in the same class as Chu Yin. What a wonderful event!!

Han Chuying told Chu Yin, “Our school won the gold medal in the Hope Cup, but there will be students who won prizes in foreign math competitions every year. Yin Yin will have to fight them. Jiayou!

Chu Yin felt challenged, “Then I have to work hard.”

Even though her grades were good, she’s still working hard.

Unlike the midterm final exam, this was a complete competition between the smart students. This class would only accept 30 students.

“What about my task?” Chu Yin poked the system.

Xueji: “This assessment is not included in the system task~”

“…” Chu Yin said, “Stingy chicken.”

Xueji: “I can’t hear you~”

This assessment was scheduled for every Friday afternoon. Volunteers could sign up for the examination. The examination room was randomly arranged.

When Chu Yin walked into the examination room, all heads turned to her. Their eyes were unilaterally saying, ‘sit here, sit here.’

Chu Yin touched the tip of her nose as she sat in the first row.

The surrounding students were excited–

Ah! I’m breathing the same air as the boss! I feel like I’m getting smarter!

As Han Chuying hastily came into the classroom, she found that the seats around Chu Yin were already occupied. She loudly wailed, “What is this!”

Chu Yin smiled, “This will be over soon.”

Han Chuying unhappily sat down in a vacant seat.

After a while, another person walked into the classroom.

Chu Yin coincidentally glanced up and met Lu Zhen’s eyes.

Chapter 42 – I kill you (3)

Because of this, there was a little commotion in the classroom.

“Wow—”

“Brother Zhen is here too?!”

“Brother Zhen has been studying a lot!”

Since Chu Yin was sitting, Lu Zhen could see her as soon as he lowered his head. Her brown hair looked very soft and cute.

Lu Zhen squeezed his knuckles. He was about to say something when someone suddenly came behind him.

——”Xiao Yin, has the exam started yet?”

Chu Yin looked up and saw her brother’s face: “Not yet.”

Lu Zhen closed his eyes. His good upbringing made him unable to roll his eyes.

Chu Shi also saw Lu Zhen: “What is Master Lu doing here?”

Lu Zhen glanced at him coldly, then moved his gaze back as he lightly tapped his fingertips on Chu Yin’s desk: “Can you wait for me after the exam?”

Chu Yin’s alarm immediately sounded in her heart: “What do you want?”

Lu Zhen lowered his head slightly, pursed his lips, and smiled: “There is…something.”

Chu Yin stared at him for a while.

The girl’s eyes were bright and clear that Lu Zhen could even see her anxiousness in them.

Lu Zhen’s eyelashes trembled lightly as he raised his eyes to meet hers again, a smile forming on his face.

“Go on. It’s time for the exam” After he softly spoke, he went to find his seat.

“What’s the matter! Hey—” Chu Shi unhappily stared at Lu Zhen who casually sat down in the classroom.

He wanted to say something, but the exam proctor had already walked in with the papers.

He didn’t want to delay Chu Yin anymore, so he said: “I’ll come over after school.”

Chu Yin nodded, “Okay.”

“Put away all your phones and books! I’ll start distributing the papers!”

Chu Yin pressed down other thoughts to focus on the exam in front of her.

The examination time was not long. It only took 40 minutes for one subject.

The difficulty of the mathematics was so high that even the top students found it hard. The girl sitting behind Chu Yin had been scratching her hair since the examination began.

But for those who participated in a competition, this level of difficulty was not enough.

It only took Chu Yin half an hour to finish the math papers smoothly.

When a few students saw that she was calmly putting down her pen, their hearts tightened — Ahhh! It suddenly felt like sitting near Chu Yin wasn’t good!

The pressure is too much!

There was only one break between the six subject exams.

When it reached the last subject, which was politics, sighs of relief could be heard in the classroom.

“Are you sure?”

“All other subjects are okay except for mathematics.”

“The college entrance exam last year was difficult.”

“How do I find this more difficult than last year’s?”

Chu Yin moved her shoulder and neck slightly, then turned to see Jiang Yan, Han Chuying, and the others. Although they were a little tired, their expressions were relatively stable.

She was relieved. When she realized that Lu Zhen was no longer in the classroom, she remembered what the dog man had said to her before the exam.

Does he even have anything to say between them?

Chu Yin hugged her arms as she remembered Lu Zhen’s face a while ago.

Various information then poured into her heart as she had an ominous premonition.

Isn’t it? No way??

As the people in the classroom left one by one, Jiang Yan and Han Chuying came over and asked Chu Yin to go with them, but she refused.

She was afraid to leave the classroom not knowing what Lu Zhen’s intentions were. He might be waiting somewhere outside the classroom.

Chu Yin thought for a long time before deciding to open the script.

【Chu Shi packed up his things while saying to Gu Qiuze who was next to him, “Do you want to go with me to see Xiao Yin?”]

Gu Qiuze: “There’s an essay I haven’t finished yet, so I will be finishing late…”

Chu Shi: “Then I can’t wait for you – Lu Zhen is looking for my sister after school.”

Gu Qiuze smiled: “Why are you so defensive towards Lu Zhen…”】

Even her brother noticed that there was something wrong with Lu Zhen?

Chu Yin’s heartbeat became a little faster.

【Lu Zhen left the classroom early and waited outside for Chu Yin. The afternoon sun was beautiful. He stood under the light and shadow, his expression was inexplicably soft.】

【He had a very important thing to say.】

Game over. It’s the end.

A shock of thunder flashed across Chu Yin’s heart, she then understood that-

This dog man Lu Zhen??

I want to kill you!

Although Chu Yin’s thoughts were complicated, she knew how to prevent this from happening. If she didn’t, the plot would be going towards the same route as her last life!

Calm down, calm down!

——First, avoid Lu Zhen!

She looked around the script, noticing that the garbage script didn’t include Lu Zhen’s location.

Chu Yin: “So, according to this plot, I’ll meet him no matter where I go?”

Xue Ji said regretfully, “It seems so.”

Chu Yin hit the air with anger. Fortunately, everyone in the classroom was gone, and no one saw her raging moment.

Is it necessary to use her single sentence permission? Chu Yin stared at the script as she read it over and over again before finally having an idea.

She grabbed the pen and fell on the sentence [waited outside for Chu Yin].

Brother should be on his way to find her now.

Chu Yin lowered her eyes: “…”

She hesitated for a second then crossed out her name “Yin” and changed it to “Shi”

Sorry.

…

Lu Zhen stood in the corner on the first floor of the school building, with his back against the wall.

It had been a long time since the exam ended. The candidates left the building one after another. Lu Zhen saw the two friends of Chu Yin. They talked and laughed as they walked away.

He raised his eyes and saw that there was no one behind them.

Is she still taking the exam?

Lu Zhen slightly stretched his neck.

It doesn’t matter. He could wait for her as long as her brother wouldn’t come out to disturb them again.

After a long time of waiting, a pair of footsteps could be heard through the empty corridor.

The corners of Lu Zhen’s lips curled up lightly as he walked out slowly from the corner.

——Then when he turned around, he was dimly faced with Chu Shi.

“?”

Lu Zhen frowned: “Where’s Chu Yin?”

Chu Shi glared at him: “Where’s my sister?”

A few seconds later, they fell into silence.

Were they fooled?