Omega Allergy

Chapter 101 - For a long time

Countless broken stars slowly converged in front of his eyes, forming a stream, and finally the stars gathered into a human shape, and then slowly portrayed the facial features.

The familiar outline gradually appeared, and the tall nose bridge and the thin lips all intersected with the image of the person in memory.

He opened his eyes slowly, revealing eagle-like eyes.

Chu Yu thought about many possibilities, but never thought it would be Feng Yan.

This is outrageous.

In the last life, he and Feng Yan were enemies, but they all belonged to the same race, and now Feng Yan has actually become a Zerg.

Judging from his remarks, it is unfortunate that he has the memory of his last life.

So...what the hell is going on here?

Obviously now is not the time to find out the reason. Chu Yu instantly raised his vigilance to the highest level. Perhaps this is one of the Zerg's strategies, which is to attack the weakest part of his mind.

"You should be thinking, I should just be a plot of the Zerg?" Feng Yan's thin lips slowly hooked, and his eyes were as gentle as the moonlight pouring down.

The long hair that was smooth like a waterfall slid down from his shoulders casually, and Feng Yan's easy-going appearance easily brought out Chu Yu's memory.

The most terrible thing is that at this moment, there are dandelions floating in the sky around Chu Yu.

Feng Yan was right in front of him, just like the first time they met.

"There is no psychological implication that can accurately replicate what life is like at first sight." Feng Yan gently laughed, "You killed me with your own hands, no one knows better than you whether I'm real or not, don't you?"

Chu Yu said lightly: "My purpose from the very beginning was to kill you, and it won't change because of anything, and I won't regret any decision I made."

"Really." Feng Yan said lightly, "Then why do you visit my grave every year? Don't you want to atone for your sins?"

Chu Yu squeezed his fist tightly: "No."

"You lie." Feng Yan smiled lightly, "I killed countless lives for the king's great mission, and I have never slept peacefully for a day. I don't believe that you have no guilt for my death."

"No." Chu Yu stared straight into Feng Yan's eyes and shot back, "You are still doing the same thing, but you just changed the position to the Zerg."

Feng Yan did not refute, he said slowly like an old friend reminiscing: "Yeah, struggle is the essence of this world, no matter what time, no matter what world you are in, there will be no peace...Don't you get bored? Don't you feel like everything is meaningless?"

"Don't use your nihilistic rhetoric to dispel my fighting intent." Chu Yu directly challenged, "Meaning is given."

"If you really don't waver, you don't have to be so anxious to teach me." Feng Yan reached out and touched Chu Yu's shoulder lightly, but Chu Yu turned sideways to avoid it.

Feng Yan was not angry, but looked at Chu Yu's eyes calmly.

He didn't speak any more, but Chu Yu felt the suffocating silence.

There is nothing worse than not communicating anymore. Communication can obtain information that is revealed intentionally or unintentionally from demeanor and language, and this information can often be analyzed to reveal the clues hidden behind it.

Now that the other party is holding back and acting like he is strategizing, it really puts a lot of psychological pressure on Chu Yu.

This is the general on the battlefield, who is more calm than who.

Obviously now the other party is deliberately delaying time, and what he lacks most now is time... The army and navy cannot hold on for too long. The key to victory in the war lies in the Psychokinesis army, and he cannot betray the trust of his compatriots.

Chu Yu said lightly: "My thoughts are very firm, and I won't change anything because you once deliberately let me go. You used to be my enemy, and now you are still, so give it up, don't think about manipulating me by guilt tripping about what I have done to you."

Feng Yan suddenly opened his arms and looked at Chu Yu with a smile: "I'll give you a chance to attack me to prove that you're not all bark no bite, and I won't guard against you."

Chu Yu clenched his fists.

It is impossible to say that there is no turbulence in the heart.

It's impossible to say that he really didn't feel any guilt at all.

During the years when he went to Feng Yan as an undercover agent, Feng Yan took good care of him.

He could talk nonsense at Feng Yan's banquet, and even put his sword against Feng Yan's throat in front of Feng Yan's soldiers, but Feng Yan just drank a glass of wine with a smile, and said to his soldiers, "Even if he wants my life, I will give it to him."

He hesitated, wavered, and chaotic. He neither wanted to be ashamed of his own country, nor wanted to betray Feng Yan's sincerity towards him.

To say it was guilt, it would be better to say that there might be a hint of true feelings.

Feng Yan always looks calm and victorious; Feng Yan's Alpha pheromone has also affected his mind.

But Chu Yu finally made a choice.

He chose the righteousness in his heart, and chose a country worthy of his own, so he failed Feng Yan.

Losing his parents at an early age made him experience the unforgettable pain of loss, and he knew that behind so many lives he took on the battlefield were families.

Tragedy has been staged, people have been shouting to stop, but some people choose to ignore the blood in order to get an extra bite of the cake, and some people choose to exterminate people from another camp for the justice they insist on.

What he killed was Feng Yan, and he also killed his last conscience.

It's not that I haven't thought about why I want to fight, but the more I think about it, the more I will fall into a whirlpool of meaningless; there is no absolute right or wrong in this world, and all right and wrong are just a matter of position.

Feng Yan was not in the same position as him back then.

Today's Feng Yan and he are still not in the same position.

Is it the reincarnation of fate? It's punishment.

He shouldn't have lived in this world. His life was saved by his father world by world. His father's actions against the heavens angered the rules of this damn world.

So what.

So he has to live well, live for himself, and live for what he thinks is meaningful.

He made a judgment in just an instant, and without hesitation, he used his psychic power to condense a sword and stabbed Fang Yan.

The sword body passed through Feng Yan's body, and Feng Yan still had that gentle smile on his face.

Chu Yu didn't turn his head to look at his face, stabbed the psychic sword in a few more minutes, and spun the sword again.

"You are still hesitant." Feng Yan whispered in his ear, "You don't really completely not care."

"..." Chu Yu couldn't tell the emotions in his heart. It was indescribable that the subtle pain came out from the bottom of his heart, and it was not too painful, but it was where one couldn't ignore it, "You are not really defenseless."

Chu Yu's lips slowly seeped a trace of blood, and then he saw that the sword in his hand was stabbed towards him.

The blade passed through the heart.

At this moment, he understood everything.

Those warriors who disappeared from his sight were all dragged into this illusion space by Feng Yan.

He was probably wiped out of this world just like his warriors.

"Meikelifu told me that you are the only Protoss person he admires." Feng Yan suddenly said, "You let him see the resistance of the weak and let him see the meaning of life."

Chu Yu tried his best to gather his consciousness and sneered, "What does he have to do with me?"

"Then I devoured him and gained his memory." Feng Yan said lightly, "Then I saw... that picture."

Chu Yu glared at Feng Yan: "...Shut up!"

"Yes, but I have a request." Feng Yan smiled with hooked lips, "Delete all memories related to Shen Jingheng."

Chu Yu laughed "ha", but his chest was so hard that he coughed up a mouthful of blood, "Then you might as well just kill me."

Feng Yan approached Chu Yu, stretched out his hand and touched Chu Yu's cheek: "No, why would I be willing to kill you."

Chu Yu spit blood directly on his face.

Feng Yan was also not sullen, and gently wiped the blood from Chu Yu's mouth with his thumb: "After you die, no one can fight the Zerg, and the Protoss will fail... Do you care?"

"..."

There is a sword in his heart at the moment, which greatly restricts his actions. He is afraid that he will not live long in this situation.

But the knives that sealed the mouth accurately stabbed him in his heart one by one, stirring his heart into pieces.

"When I die, there will be countless people like me standing up." Chu Yu's anger was like a gossamer, but he was powerful, "You can kill me, but you can't kill our will, no matter which world you are in, the Protoss will be unyielding and resist...cough."

"But you have once again failed your Shen Jingheng." Feng Yan still smiled slightly, "No matter which life, you have never lived for him."

Chu Yu was heartbroken.

Righteousness and personal love, he couldn't give up either, he wanted both.

"You are always like this, forcing yourself to give up your personal relationships for the sake of righteousness, and then regretting the personal feelings you discarded... This world will not let you get what you want, you choose one way, and the other way is blocked." Feng Yan continued to speak, "You are the person who is the least worthy of love, but so many people love you and are willing to give for you, regardless of return or even life."

Chu Yu felt it was getting more and more difficult to concentrate, and the passing of life makes it difficult for him to use his brain to think and refute Feng Yan's words.

"Whatever you want to say." Chu Yu insisted on saying this.

Is it really hopeless...

Is it really the end here?

The army and navy are still fighting hard, he can't fall here...

Shen Jingheng is still waiting for him to go back...

"I hate you, Chu Yu." Feng Yan put Chu Yu's face in both hands and forced Chu Yu to face him.

"Why Shen Jingheng and not me. I can give you my life. I'm even the one who appeared first in your life. Why did you fall in love with Shen Jingheng?"

Why…

When his consciousness slowly pulled away, Chu Yu also thought about this question.

Maybe it was because he went to the kitchen to steal roast chicken, maybe it was because the young man liked him clearly and straightforwardly when he looked at him, maybe it was because Shen Jingheng was hurt by him again and again, but he saved him from despair time and time again.

Maybe it was listening to his qin playing with the deer on the snowy mountain.

Perhaps it was his echo left by the conch shell at the seaside of Shisha.

The memories of the two worlds reappeared scene by scene, and scenes were intertwined, and each frame was a picture related to Shen Jingheng.

The final picture was fixed on the day the freshmen entered the school. He asked Shen Jingheng by name why he was making trouble in the queue.

At that time, Shen Jingheng used the most straightforward and undisguised words:

"Reporting to sir, you are the most beautiful person I have ever met."

Chu Yu's vision became more and more blurred, the whole world turned into a slit, and finally turned into darkness.

There was a faint smile on his lips.

If people will go to another world after death, I hope that the next world after drinking the amnesia soup can live the most ordinary life with Shen Jingheng.

【The author has something to say: Guess whether shark will obey the law of the protagonist's immortality or not hahahahahaha】