Omega Allergy

Chapter 85 - The cause of death of the cerebral worm...and it's concerns

Pei Yechen calmed down and asked tentatively again, "Without Fang Shiyan, can't you calm down?"

The golden thread suddenly sank, and then the golden thread slowly spread out into a golden mist, gradually wrapping Pei Yechen inside.

Pei Yechen heard Gu Shaoqing's cold voice: "The thing I hate most in my life is that others want me to calm down."

Pei Yechen was slightly taken aback.

A figure slowly walked out of the golden mist, it was Gu Shaoqing - but strangely, his hair was black, as dark as a black hole, extremely pure, without any impurities at all.

The whites of the eyes turned black, and the pupils were golden.

"In order to obtain the greatest benefit, we always call for calmness in everything we do, we must think clearly about the situation, and we must know how to cherish life, because we are afraid of death."

The black-haired Gu Shaoqing looked much more sinister than the man Pei Yechen knew. Pei Yechen always felt that he was carrying a suppressed pain, wrapping him layer by layer.

"I've always wondered why the Protoss are alive. If we are destined to live in a world where we can only survive by fighting and struggling, what is the meaning of our existence?"

Instead of producing his own answer, he threw the question to Pei Yechen: "General Pei, what do you think? What is the meaning of life?"

"The meaning of life...?" Pei Yechen thought for a moment as if caught in some memory, "Since I have memories, my mother told me that Omega must rely on Alpha to survive, and Omega's mission is to serve the Protoss by reproducing descendants and keeping the best Alpha bloodline." Pei Yechen smiled slightly, "I was very unconvinced at that time, because I was even better and greater than the average Alpha in terms of study and physical strength, why should an excellent Omega only be able to reproduce offspring and not do more meaningful things."

Gu Shaoqing listened quietly without interrupting.

"Because of this dissatisfaction, I chose to join the army behind my mother's back; at that time, I fell in love with Marshal Shen at first sight. He is so calm and strong. He has been working hard for the Protoss to fight the Zerg, and I want to be like him." Pei Yechen said softly, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.

"I've never thought about the meaning of life, that's what philosophers think about; who we are, why we're here, why we're born, where we should go, what our future is... these questions will never have an answer." Pei Yechen looked into Gu Shaoqing's eyes, "You only have one life, and finding the meaning of life is the most meaningful thing in itself. And I live a very simple life, just because of a momentary dissatisfaction. I let myself choose a very difficult path... but I don't regret it."

Pei Yechen said firmly: "It was just at this moment of dissatisfaction that I was ridiculed by thousands of Omegas; because of my bold announcement, I said I liked Shen Jingheng, and I was joked by all Omegas that I was delusional; because of my dissatisfaction, I was delusional. When I learned that Admiral... No, the person that Marshal Shen was 100% matched with was not me, I was jealous of Chu Yu, I just thought he was unworthy. Why is it that I have worked so hard for my goal for so long but I still can't match the rate of a machine calculation ... If everything is born destined, then what is the point of my efforts and hardwork?"

"I hate all those who are destined to have advantages." Pei Yechen smiled, "I hate Zerg, people who command others but do nothing, and we desperately suppress our emotions in order to keep ourselves alive, lest we give the Zerg our heads...I hate smart people, I hate tactics, I hate stupid people...I hate this world."

Gu Shaoqing was a little surprised: "...You don't look like such a person."

"Because I love this world too." Pei Yechen said, "because the flowers and blue sky are beautiful, because I want to see the sea... Because I like the feeling of trying desperately for something, while with such a world, the Zerg gave up the opportunity for individuals to think about the meaning of life to survive, but we haven't, we can chase what we want, although the world is cruel, although there is endless fighting, we can find our own path, no?" Pei Yechen asked Gu Shaoqing and smiled.

Gu Shaoqing laughed at himself: "My meaning is gone."

Pei Yechen kept silent knowingly, he knew that now was the most critical moment for Gu Shaoqing. Once Gu Shaoqing couldn't find his will to live, only a corpse would be left.

"We lived opposite doors when we were young. I was born an Alpha, so I have an inherent physical advantage. He is one of the many betas." Gu Shaoqing's golden pupils began to light up, "Every day he only knows how to play, how to catch dragonflies and play tricks, and also like to play tricks on the female Omega in the next class; once he put a huge caterpillar in the girl's pencil case, and the girl was so frightened that she didn't dare to come to school for three days; then he was expelled."

Gu Shaoqing smiled: "He is heartless, and he is happy every day after being dropped out of school. I asked him why, and he said there is no reason, because there is only one life in his life, and he just wants to do things according to his own ideas; I think he's selfish and doesn't care about the feelings of those around him."

"After that, his parents found my parents and asked him to go to the same military high school with me. They told me to watch him more and not let him do drastic things. I didn't really want to meddle in his business, but still, I agreed." Having said this, Gu Shaoqing paused, "Once he witnessed an Alpha boy bullying an Omega girl in his class, he immediately rushed up and beat the Alpha, only to be turned in by the Alpha boy. He reported to the school that Fang Shiyan had beaten someone, and the Omega girl had to testify."

"He didn't do anything to defend, just grinned and said to the school head, “I've played lightly, and he deserved to die”. I asked him why he didn't tell the truth, and he replied that no one would believe him as Alphas have power and prestige, he's just a bastard with a black history and got into the school through connections." Gu Shaoqing's mouth curved.

"I said that as long as you take a picture of the scene and secretly write an anonymous letter to the principal, someone will naturally handle this matter; but Shiyan just sneered and said that I just stand and complain about my back pains; evidence can be forged or lost. He hates the most in this era when everything only depends on the so-called evidence, how can there be so much evidence at the right times; what he also hates the most is a ruthless person like me, who has clearly seen the crime of the perpetrator and can obviously prevent it, but must wait for something to happen before trying to find a way to use the so-called 'right' means to get the abuser the punishment he deserves, but does it work? The victim has already been victimized, he clearly has the ability to prevent all this from happening. Why should hindsight be praised?"

"I realized that he is not the same as the bastard I imagined." A trace of waves appeared in Gu Shaoqing's golden eyes, "He has become the most special existence in my eyes. I'm curious, I want to see what else he will do to surprise me, and then slowly I can't leave him. The whole world and only he is colored in my eyes; I try to use a rational method to stop him from doing something that would hurt himself, but I was always scolded by him. He said that I was a coward who bullied the soft and feared the hard, that I have the ability but don’t use it. If I'm afraid of death, I shouldn’t live in this world. Anyway, one day the Protoss will die in the mouth of the zerg."

"Then I had an urge for him and it was very subtle... Alphas obviously only respond to Omega's pheromone, and will only be affected by Omega's pheromone and enter the susceptible period; I was dragged into the susceptible period by him. I wanted to possess him, I wanted to kiss him, I wanted to mark him, I wanted to announce to everyone that he was mine, all the dirty, dark, ugly possessiveness was all in my body, I was caught off guard, and it was very unbearable."

"I thought there was something wrong with my body, so I went to the hospital for an examination, but my body functions were all very good. I am a pure-blood Alpha. In the future, I will definitely marry a pure-blood Omega that matches me. A descendant of an excellent bloodline." Gu Shaoqing's eyes suddenly darkened.

"This is the first time I understood Fang Shiyan's rebellion. Why do people live by strange rules made by others...? Why can't an Alpha and a Beta be together, why to resist the damn Zerg, we must continue the best Bloodline, and just because most Betas don't have the power of Alphas, they become the outcast part, right? Then what is the difference between our rule of breeding offspring and the zerg we hate?"

"Unlike you, he didn't prove his point of view in a way that was recognized by others; he was a fool, always single-handedly insisting on his own truth, acting impulsive, and relying on his own justice. Yes, he hates rules, hates rules and being bound, so he was hated by a lot of people. But...that's how I was attracted to him. He became the most meaningful thing in my life."

Gu Shaoqing's eyes suddenly filled with sadness: "He won't protect himself, I can clean up the mess for him; he offends someone, someone seeks revenge on him, it doesn't matter, I can help him solve it... I only, I want him to stick to his stubbornness, and I want to protect his innocence..."

"But the worm killed him."

A strong feeling of despair instantly bombarded Pei Yechen's spiritual body, and Pei Yechen almost suffered the pain and was almost brought in.

"Do the rules work? Does being calm work? I have been calm for so long, and I have been defeated by absolute power... But when I was full of killing intent, I ate the cerebral worm."

He smiled sarcastically.

"Do you know what Zergs are afraid of?"

Pei Yechen suddenly didn't want to hear this answer, but Gu Shaoqing didn't give him this chance.

"What they are not afraid of the most is our calmness. Hahahaha..."

【The author has something to say: Done, I love Old Gu more and more TAT, Old Gu you and Fang Fang, I love miserably TAT】

t/n: Okay, that's all for today. Thank you for reading!