Physician, Not A Consort

Standing in front of the hospital bed, Lin Haihai stared at that handsome face, thick eyebrows like ink, tangled eyebrows, firm lines, handsome nose, thin lips, she looked carefully and remembered one by one. This time, it was the last time she stared at him with affectionate eyes. From now on, there will be no intersection between them. This sentence has been said many times, and every time it becomes empty talk happily, but this time, this time it will become true.

She didn't heal him again, except for knowing that his injury was not serious, but the important thing was that she was afraid of hurting the child in her stomach. Life without Yang Shaolun is a long and sorrowful life. Only the children are by her side, giving her the courage to face the future. The child is the only bond between them. She is the child's mother and he is the child's father. In a sense, they are still a family, aren't they?

His eyelashes moved a few times, and Lin Haihai had enough time to disguise. When he opened his eyes, he saw her kind face. He thought it was a dream and didn't dare to blink.

"You are awake, very good, your injury is no longer serious, take a few days to rest and wait for the wound to heal, and then you can go!" This is a kind and warm tone, but his heart is gradually sinking, sinking to an unknown level. The name is dark hell, she treats him with the attitude of a doctor to the patient. Kind, but alienated!

"Xiao Hai?" He called her uncertainly, she raised her face and looked at him with a smile, "Emperor brother, don't worry, it's okay, with Li Junyue, you will be fine soon!" She did it for him. The wound is disinfected, the face is rigorous and serious, and the clear and clean eyes are not mixed with a trace of impurities.

"Brother and sister Lao!" He closed his eyes and said lightly. Lin Haihai shook his hand and immediately smiled and said, "Brother Huang has seen him outside. They are all from his own family. Don't say anything polite!"

He did not speak any more, nor opened his eyes. He looked calm, only the trembling lips revealed the depression in his heart at the moment. Lin Haihai's movements softened, and the knife stabbed him and hurt her heart. From the bottom of her heart, she vowed secretly that she would never hurt him again in the future, even a little bit!

After the disinfection, she re-wrapped the wound for him, with very gentle movements, for fear of accidentally hurting him.

"Now that the anesthesia is over, if the emperor is uncomfortable, he can lean on his side, don't worry, it will not affect the wound!" She said calmly, as if she was an ordinary patient in front of her!

Yang Shaolun opened his eyes and stared at her with deep gazes. With black and white eyes, a faint affection flashed by while the waves were flowing, he asked in a dumb voice, "How are you?"

Lin Haihai was taken aback, the smile on his face gradually converged, and his eyes drooped, "Seriously, it was really bad at the beginning. I missed you very much. Fortunately, the sixth child has been by my side all the time. I took care of it properly, and I was moved by feelings. I feel sorry for him, really, I am very guilty, so I want to use the rest of my life to compensate him and repay him for his affection for me. He is a very good one. A man, worthy of a woman’s life, he will make me very happy! As for the past, it is only a dream, a very beautiful dream, we can’t live in a dream, know? We can only live in reality, a dream If you post it, forget it. If you insist on pursuing the life in the dream, it is a fool's behavior!" She is cruel, but she must say that, sadness is temporary. After sadness, he will re-behave and know one and his body and mind. A compatible woman spends the second half of her life, and she just wants to see him happy, doesn't she? As long as he is happy, she and the child will always bless him!

"Our various things are just a dream?" He asked, without any expression on his face, it seemed that it was just a sentence without any emotion, and it didn't require any emotional fluctuations to say it.

"When you recognize a woman who fits with you physically and mentally, you will understand what I am saying. We are just a dream. The flowers in the water and the moon in the mirror are all illusory, and the woman who can be with you for the old age , Is your life!" When she said these words, she clearly saw bright blood, sticky and fishy blood flowing out of her heart, and she could hardly resist retching. The woman who accompanied Yang Shaolun was the happiest woman in the world, she was very jealous!

"A woman who fits physically and mentally?" He could only spit out these words. In an instant, he was willing to die like this, a woman who fits physically and mentally? Where can he find a woman who fits physically and mentally? She said that she was moved to the emperor’s brother. He didn’t believe a word. This woman would lie the most. What she said just now was unbelievable. She just wanted him to let go, let go, and then turn around and walk away in just a month. , Can she drive him out of her heart? If she can, her old vows are just empty words! Therefore, he didn't believe a word!

"Yang Shaolun, we have no other choice. The only thing we can do is to make each other's life well. I only want you to be happy, know? Only when you are happy can I let go and live my own life!" She deeply Looking at him, the affection in his eyes was not hidden at all, and it poured straight into his heart like this. If he was rational enough, he should know that just letting go is the best choice.

"Is it because I am happy, and you will be happy too?" He asked with difficulty. His love has always been selfish. He hopes that all her happiness comes from him, but when he can't give her happiness, if there is one Individuals can bring her happiness, he should let go, if she wants to see him also happy, he can also show her, as long as she is really happy, as long as she is really happy, he agrees to her forget him. Just can't force him to forget her, in his heart, there is always only Lin Haihai this woman. In the days without Lin Haihai, life will be very long, too long to know where is the end. It's just that at the beginning, he was willing to use his long and lonely life in exchange for that short-term happiness. Now, he can't complain, he is not qualified to complain!

"Your happiness has always been my happiness. As long as you are happy, I will be happy!" She said, with a certain kind of firmness in her eyes. As long as he is happy, she will be happy!

He nodded, closed his eyes and said nothing. The great sorrow drowned him like a tide, and surrounded him tightly. He began to be unable to breathe. He should have died like this in the cave that day, but if he died, she would be very Sad, how could he be willing to make Lin Haihai sad!

Lin Haihai sadly picked up the disinfectant and turned and left. As soon as she stepped out of the threshold, a heartbreaking sentence came from behind: "Lin Haihai, I can't bear to be sad, I can't bear to be sad. I will let go and let you go. Looking for my own happiness. I don’t promise the next life, the next life is too far away from me, this life is still very long, and I can’t grasp this life, how dare I promise the next life? I’m afraid that I will still be a coward in the next life and dare not fight for you, just like Now, I should fight for you, but because of various considerations, I have to abandon you!"

She trembled, turned to look at him, and said word by word: "Yang Shaolun, life is not only love! Love shouldn't be selfish. If our love hurts other people, how can we be together safely? God is here to close your door, and he will definitely open a window for you in another place. What's more, time is the most uncontrollable thing. Time is not right. No matter how much you do, no matter how hard you try, it’s just In vain, it will even lead to resentment. We must learn to let go at the right time!" She almost gritted her teeth and said this. After she said that, she felt that her heart was broken into pieces at that moment!

"I know what you mean, I know what to do in the future!" He sadly, "You are right, life is not all about love, and I just lost you, not my love!"

Lin Haihai turned stiffly and walked slowly to the outhouse, erasing the teardrops that had fallen out. She tried her best to squeeze out a bright smile, and said in her heart: Yang Shaolun, soon, you will be able to forget me and be destined with you Women love each other for a lifetime. At that time, when you look at me again, you know how naive your words are today. Child, fortunately I have you! When your father forgets me in the future, I still have you!

Chen Luoqing stopped her, with worried and sad emotions in her eyes. She smiled politely and said, "He is all right now, don't worry!"

"The person I am worried about is not only him, but also you!" Chen Luoqing's deep eyes were helpless.

"I'm fine, for me, this is just a small test on the road in life, I can pass it quite well, it's not a big deal!" She pretended to say lightly.

"Why are there so many hardships between you? If you can, I really don't want him to be the emperor!" Chen Luoqing's words are sincere, but it is a pity that King Pingnan is a man of wolf ambition, not enough to entrust Datong.

"Love and the world, which is more important, don't you count it? The world I am talking about is the people. I am separated from him and can avoid the conflict between their brothers. Naturally, the people in this world don't have to worry about it. Chen Luoqing, Don't be too selfish!" She said solemnly.

"Maybe, you are right!" He said uncertainly, maybe it was her mentality to support her to face all the sufferings firmly!

"Chen Luoqing, help me take good care of him!" Her eyes flushed suddenly, and she quickly turned around.

"I will use my life to protect him!" Chen Luoqing said firmly.

"I feel relieved to have you by his side!" What can I do if I don't worry about it? She can only convince herself to rest assured!

Suddenly there was a noisy sound outside, mixed with the man's rough voice. Lin Haihai frowned, was someone making trouble? She walked out quickly, and Chen Luoqing went back to the ward to guard Yang Shaolun.

Before I got out of the lobby, I heard the voice of the imperial doctor saying angrily: "Making a fool, it's bullying!"

A shrill woman's voice said: "Huh, my mother belongs to us. We say cure and cure, and if you don't cure it, what's the matter with you?" The tone was extremely contemptuous!

"Meier, didn't you agree to the medicine before you came?" The voice of the rough mine buzzed, although it was deliberately lowered, it was still loud.