The Green Tea’s Crushing Victories in the ’70s

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Tong Xuelu sat up, her heart was still beating very fast for a while.

I don't know if it's because of the pregnancy, which made her very sensitive, and she had an ominous premonition in her heart.

There were sounds of Mooncake and Quicksandbag from outside. Compared with Mooncake's natural talent for drama, Quicksandbag, a little milk dog, seemed a bit stupid. It took Mooncake to teach it half a month to learn how to go to the toilet.

Recently, Mooncake is teaching it to smell, so that it can quickly go to work to protect the family, but obviously this task is a bit difficult, and the quicksand bag often makes Mooncake scream with anger.

The sun shone in from the window, and the golden color scattered all over the place, and the cold wind blew in, causing the curtains to flutter.

This feeling of peace and tranquility made her heart settle down a little bit.

She climbed out of the bed, and as soon as she walked out of the room, she saw Uncle Zong showing his head from the kitchen: "Xuelu, are you awake? Are you hungry? I'm cooking pigeon soup with hot water in the kitchen. Do you want to now?" eat?"

The corners of Tong Xuelu's lips curled up: "Thank you, Uncle Zong, I happen to be a little hungry, so I'll bring it here now."

Uncle Zong quickly waved his hand: "No, no, I'll take care of this little thing."

"By the way, where did grandpa go?"

"Rugui said before that you like flowers. Today, someone is selling flowers in the market. The commander went over to look at them. I'm about to go out to find him."

While talking, Uncle Zong brought out the soup and put it in the living room.

Tong Xuelu washed her hands and walked in: "Then Uncle Zong, hurry up, lest Grandpa get impatient after waiting for a long time."

Uncle Zong said hello and went out with a vegetable basket.

The yard became quiet again, and Tong Xuelu picked up a spoon to scoop up a mouthful of soup, which was light and pleasant, very suitable for her current appetite.

Since her pregnancy, her appetite has become very strange. Others want to eat sour or spicy food, but her taste has suddenly become bland.

After finishing the soup, she suddenly remembered the dream she had just now. The dream was so real, and the most important thing was that she had never seen such a collapsed Wen Rugui.

The feeling of uneasiness hit my heart again.

Tong Xuelu took the soup cup to the kitchen to wash it clean, and when she came back, she called to go to the base, but the phone rang many times but no one answered.

The feeling of uneasiness grew stronger, but she comforted herself that maybe Wen Rugui was busy now, or not in the office, that's why she didn't answer the phone.

After hanging up the phone, she walked around the living room with her waist propped up, trying to distract herself and make herself less anxious.

But the method that is usually very useful has no effect at the moment.

Tong Xuelu waited for fifteen minutes, and couldn't help but call the base office again.

Still no answer.

After hanging up the phone, she thought about it, picked up the phone again and made a call to the front desk: "Hello, I want to find Wen Rugui."

The operator An Yuemei immediately recognized Tong Xuelu's voice: "Are you Director Wen's lover?"

"Yes, I called his office and no one answered. I'm in a hurry and want to find him. I don't know if he's busy right now."

"Call back in ten minutes, and I'll help you find it."

"okay, thank you."

"You're welcome."

Tong Xuelu looked at her watch, the time passed by every minute and every second, and she immediately called back when it reached ten minutes.

An Yuemei seemed to come over to answer the phone, and her voice sounded breathless: "Comrade Tong, I went to look for him. Director Wen is not in his office or in the laboratory. Someone said he was seen going out half an hour ago. Yes, but I don't know where to go."

Tong Xue's green heart skipped a beat inexplicably: "Then can I trouble you to call Comrade Zhou Yanzhou to answer the phone for me?"

"Okay, just wait a moment."

This time, An Yuemei put down the phone and came back within two minutes.

When Zhou Yan heard that it was Tong Xuelu calling him, he looked confused: "Hello, I'm Zhou Yan."

"Comrade Zhou, I'm Xuelu. I heard from Comrade An that Rugui has gone out. I wonder if you can help me find out where he went?"

Zhou Yan was stunned for a moment, then nodded: "Okay, I'll go ask now, and I'll call you back when I have news."

"Thank you, Comrade Zhou."

After hanging up the phone, Zhou Yan rubbed his chin and walked out, thinking to himself that Wen Rugui's daughter-in-law was really clingy.

But for some reason, he felt a little envious in his heart. Since his daughter-in-law became pregnant, her mind was on the child, and her father didn't care about him at all.

It's too much QAQ

Zhou Yan went directly outside to find the guard. The guard must know whether he has left the base or not.

But before he came to ask the guard, he didn't expect to ask so much information. When he heard Wen Rugui's mother came to look for him, he had been out for more than half an hour, and he faintly felt that something was wrong.

In his memory, Wen Rugui's parents divorced when he was very young, his mother had never appeared in these years, and Wen Rugui never mentioned her.

Why did it suddenly appear?

Zhou Yan didn't dare to delay, and immediately ran back to call Tong Xuelu.

Hearing that Cheng Xiuyun had gone to the base, the enamel jar in Tong Xuelu's hand fell to the ground, and the water in the jar spilled all over the floor.

The moon cake outside heard the movement and rushed over quickly, thinking that she was in some danger, sniffing around in the living room, but found nothing.

Its watery eyes could not help showing a puzzled expression.

Tilting his head, he looked very naive and cute like that.

But right now, Tong Xuelu didn't have the heart to think about it, her heart was beating fast: "Comrade Zhou, I'm worried that something happened to Rugui, can I trouble you to go out and help me find him, I'll go to the base later."

Zhou Yan wanted to ask if she was making a big fuss like this. After all, it was broad daylight and Wen Rugui was an adult, so could Wen Rugui's mother kidnap Wen Rugui?

But her voice sounded so anxious, so different from her usual calm look, that he couldn't refuse.

"Okay, I'll go out and look around now."

"Sorry for delaying your work."

"You're welcome, I happen to be free right now, so I'll hang up."

After hanging up the phone, Tong Xuelu realized that her palm was bleeding from being pinched by herself. She tremblingly picked up the phone and called Park Jianyi.

When Park Jianyi heard the words, he reacted immediately: "You don't have to worry too much, Rugui may have been tripped up by something, I will drive over to pick you up now."

Pu Jianyi's movements were considered very fast, and he drove over in less than half an hour, but for Tong Xuelu, this half hour was boundless torment.

There was no news from Zhou Yan, and Wen Rugui didn't return to the base. Her heart was in a turmoil, and she wanted to find Cheng Xiuyun immediately and kill her on the spot.

She didn't know what was going on with Wen Rugui at this time, whether she had collapsed, whether she was helpless, or whether she was even desperate for the world.

People with schizophrenia, regardless of their severity, have one thing in common, that is, they do not feel that they are sick or abnormal.

Once they realize this, loathing for themselves, suspicion and panic about the whole world follow.

She wanted to find Wen Rugui quickly, wishing she could fly to him right now.

After Park Jianyi arrived, she left a note in the living room, got in the car, and the two rushed to the base.

**

Park Jianyi turned his head to look at her, and comforted him, "Don't scare yourself, you should be fine."

Tong Xuelu clenched her hands tightly into fists: "It's all my fault. I know Shi Xiuneng will have an accident. I should be on guard against Cheng Xiuyun. I should have gone to the base yesterday."

She was going to go to the base yesterday, but her grandfather was not feeling well yesterday, only Xiao Jiaming and the children were at home, and Mr. Wen was getting old, so she was worried about leaving at that time.

I didn't expect Cheng Xiuyun to go to the base so quickly after just an oversight.

Park Jianyi: "How can I blame you? You didn't expect Cheng Xiuyun to go looking for Rugui suddenly, but if we knew this, we should have said hello to the guard..."

In the middle of saying this, before Tong Xuelu could refute him, he realized that he had said something wrong.

The scientific research base is not an ordinary place, and no one can monitor or inquire about the affairs of the base, and as family members, they cannot make any private transactions with the guards or other people.

If Tong Xuelu really greeted the guard in advance, if someone else found out, they would think she was trying to steal state secrets, and then the problem would be troublesome.

Tong Xuelu didn't make a sound when he saw him reacting, she turned her head and looked out the window.

Winter is coming, the leaves on the roadside have already turned yellow, and the cold wind blows, and the branches fall off one after another, leaving bare branches, which look very bleak.

Seeing such a scenery made her feel even more uncomfortable.

Seeing her pale face, Pu Jianyi was worried that something would happen to her when she was with him, and it would be difficult to explain to the Wen family, so he racked his brains to tell her some strange things.

But at this moment, Tong Xuelu couldn't listen to anything: "Comrade Park, I want to be alone for a while."

Park Jianyi heard the words and had no choice but to shut up.

The inside of the car became quiet, and the atmosphere seemed a little heavy.

After more than an hour, they arrived at the base.

Because no one took them in, they couldn't go in. What's worse, the guard told them that Wen Rugui hadn't come back yet.

"The lesbian claimed to be Director Wen's mother. I didn't believe it at first, because she looked a bit old and had a very bad attitude. But then Director Wen came out, and he didn't deny it. I see them He said he wanted to talk about things with the state-run hotel over there."

Tong Xuelu tightly grasped the strap of the military satchel, pulled a stiff smile and said, "Director Wen's parents divorced in the early years, and the two mothers and sons have never met each other these years. Although this matter is not a secret at the base, it is I still hope you can keep Director Wen a secret."

As she spoke, she took out a handful of white rabbit toffee from her army bag and stuffed it.

The guard quickly waved his hand: "I can't accept this, don't worry, my mouth is the tightest, I won't talk nonsense to others."

Tong Xuelu put the white rabbit toffee on the table beside her, and then drove to the state-run restaurant with Pu Jianyi to find someone.

When they came to the state-run hotel, before they could enter, they saw Zhou Yan coming out of nowhere, sweating profusely.

"Comrade Tong, Comrade Park, why did you come here so quickly?"

Seeing him, Tong Xuelu ran over in two steps: "Comrade Zhou, have you found your home?"

Zhou Yan shook his head: "No, I knew from the guard that they came to the state-run hotel, but when I came, I heard that a woman was pushed down by her son who was a scientific researcher at the base, and was sent to the hospital unconscious. Went to the hospital, and people said she died."

"As soon as I heard it, I guessed that it should be Rugui and his mother. I couldn't find Rugui, and I was worried that someone would die, so I went to the hospital to find out what happened. The woman in the hospital was Cheng Xiuyun, whose head fell. Broken and bleeding a lot, but not life-threatening."

Cheng Xiuyun was pushed down by Wen Rugui?

Tong Xuelu's face turned pale, and panic overwhelmed her instantly like a wave.

There was only one thought in her mind, that something must have happened to him.

People with schizophrenia will act in ways that hurt others or themselves when stimulated.

She remembered Wen Rugui's suicide in her previous life, and she trembled uncontrollably.

"Comrade Tong, are you okay?"

Zhou Yan and Park Jianyi asked at the same time.

Tong Xuelu felt a sense of powerlessness in her heart. She had done so much just to change Wen Rugui's fate, but her fate still came to this point.

If something happened to Wen Rugui, she would have an unshirkable responsibility.

If she hadn't been able to attack Shi Xiu, Cheng Xiuyun would not have come to him so early, and he would not have exploded in advance.

Tong Xuelu fell into deep self-blame.

"Xuelu, I know you are worried about Rugui now, but you must be strong. Only you can pull Rugui back at this time."

Park Jianyi said with a serious face.

Before that, he was still somewhat skeptical about Wen Rugui's illness, after all, the Wen Rugui he knew was no different from normal people.

But hearing that Wen Rugui pushed someone down, and now his whereabouts are unknown, he couldn't doubt it anymore.

Tong Xuelu closed her eyes, and when she opened them again, the confusion and panic in her eyes were suppressed: "You are right, now is not the time for panic and weakness, let's go find Homecoming."

If you find Wen Rugui earlier, you will be less dangerous.

Zhou Yan looked at her, and then at Park Jianyi, feeling more and more wrong in his heart.

But neither Tong Xuelu nor Park Jianyi explained to him what happened to Wen Rugui QAQ

**

After Wen Rugui ran out of the crowd, he didn't return to the base. He ran towards the station and got on the bus back to the city.

More than three hours later, he stumbled back home.

No one was at home, and when Mooncake and Quicksandbag saw him come back, they happily wagged their tails like propellers.

But at this moment, Wen Rugui's eyes were red, as if he didn't see them, he went directly to the storage room.

He found the key to the house, opened the door of the storage room, and then rummaged through the boxes inside.

Ten minutes later, he was sitting on the ground, his clothes and face covered in dust, with a photo album on his lap.

His complexion was pale and serious, and his black eyes were deep and frightening, just like before a storm came.

He stared at the photo album in his hand for a long time before slowly opening it.

This is a photo album from many years ago, and it contains photos of his childhood and his father's life.

He used to think that grandpa was afraid of seeing things and thinking about others, so he hid the photo album, but at this moment he remembered.

After his father passed away, every time he saw the photo album, he would have a splitting headache, scream and cry, and then grandpa put the photo album away and never took it out to look at it again.

At this moment, he was staring at the little boy in the photo album, and felt that the whole world was about to collapse.

Before, he suspected that Cheng Xiuyun used Xiaoxu's photos to deceive him with ulterior motives, but now the photos left him nowhere to escape.

From his birth to the age of five, there are photos taken alone, with his father, and with his grandfather, with the time and his name written on them.

There was a "snap".

The photo album in his hand fell to the ground, and Wen Rugui curled up with his head in his arms.

Xiao Xu is himself, but he has been friends with him for more than 20 years. Xiao Xu is obviously real, but now he tells him that everything is his illusion.

If Xiaoxu is fake, then what is real?

is he real

Are his parents real? Is it true that he was abused?

And most importantly, Tong Xuelu, his favorite person, is she real?

Or is it that he imagined everything, will he wake up one day and all of this will disappear?

He remembered that when he was a child, there was a lunatic in the compound, who always talked to himself when he was young, and talked to the air alone when he was old.

He found that he was also talking to the air in the past twenty years, so he was a lunatic!

This kind of cognition, like Mount Tai, overwhelmed Wen Rugui all of a sudden.

His world fell apart.

Moon Cake keenly sensed that something was wrong with its master, and whispered twice beside him, and licked his hands with her tongue.

The warm touch brought Wen Rugui back from his collapse, and he looked at the mooncake with a frown.

But before he could speak, Xiao Xu suddenly appeared.

His hair was dripping wet, his knees were torn and there was no good skin, and the blood continued to flow down, staining the ground red.

Seeing Xiao Xu, he subconsciously wanted to greet him, but the next moment, he shouted loudly: "Get out, get out, you're not real!"

Waving his hands, he punched the mooncake beside him twice, and ran away with a "owwow", looking at him from a distance, his eyes full of confusion and grievance.

It doesn't understand why the male master who is usually good to it suddenly hits him.

Liushabao saw the mooncake being beaten, and barked at Wen Rugui, grinning, as if he was complaining about the mooncake.

Mooncake turned around and barked at it severely, and the quicksand bag let out a low growl, bowing its head and being extremely aggrieved.

Mr. Wen and Uncle Zong came back from outside with a lot of flower seedlings, and laughed when they heard the sound of moon cakes and quicksand bags.

"It must be that the quicksand bag is too stupid to provoke the mooncake."

Uncle Zong nodded: "Compared to moon cakes, quicksand bags are a bit stupid, but moon cakes are as smart as a fairy."

Mooncakes reported from the storage room: ?

Mooncake let out an "ow", then circled around Mr. Wen and Uncle Zong, barked at them twice, then ran towards the storage room and barked twice.

At first, Mr. Wen thought it was too excited to see people coming back, but after he did it a few times, he realized something was wrong: "Xiao Zong, why do I think the moon cake wants us to go to the storage room?"

Uncle Zong frowned: "I think so too, could a thief have come in?"

Hearing "thief", Mr. Wen put the flower seedlings aside, picked up the broom and rushed over.

Uncle Zong quickly took a stick from the kitchen and followed.

The two of them thought they would see a thief, but they didn't want to see the mess all over the floor, and Wen Rugui sitting among a pile of things.

At this moment, Wen Rugui's hair was disheveled. He grabbed his head and shouted "Get out of here" into the air.

The broom in Mr. Wen's hand fell to the ground, and he almost burst into tears.

He saw this scene on Wen Rugui more than 20 years ago. Later, he stopped talking to himself and started ignoring the people around him. It wasn't until he met Jiao Boshan a few years later that he gradually recovered. .

He thought he had recovered a long time ago, why did he suddenly get sick again?

When Xiao Wen Rugui fell ill, Uncle Zong hadn't come to Wen's house yet, so now seeing old man Wen's eyes flushed, as if he had been knocked down instantly, he asked worriedly, "Commander, what's wrong with you?"

Old Man Wen gritted his teeth, and stabilized the dizziness: "Xiao Zong, Rugui is sick, hurry up and get Xuelu back."

Confusion flashed in Uncle Zong's eyes, obviously he didn't understand why Wen Rugui fell ill all of a sudden, but he was used to obedience, and ran towards the east wing after saying hello.

No one was seen in the east wing, so he ran to the living room to look for it, and then saw the note left by Tong Xuelu on the table.

He hurried to call the base.

Zhou Yan just returned to the base, and ran out quickly after receiving the call. Fortunately, Tong Xuelu hadn't left yet.

Hearing that Wen Rugui had returned home, Tong Xuelu almost burst into tears: "Comrade Park, please take me home now."

"good."

Park Jianyi responded.

**

Back this time, Park Jianyi drove faster than ever.

It took only an hour and twenty minutes for the car to stop in front of the courtyard.

As soon as the car stopped, Tong Xuelu opened the door and flew down, making Park Jianyi's heart almost jump out of his throat.

It's too scary. If something goes wrong, how can he explain it to the Wen family?

Seeing her sister coming back, Xiao Mianmian greeted her sweetly: "Sister, you're back..."

Before she finished speaking, Tong Xuelu flew past her like a gust of wind.

Xiao Mianmian's bangs were blown up by the wind and fell down again, she was stunned.

Was that my sister just now? How could she run faster than a car?

And my sister ignored her, so love will disappear, right QAQ?

Tong Xuelu didn't have time to pay attention to the others, and ran to the storage room, and saw the door of the storage room closed from a distance, and Mr. Wen was standing at the door, looking as if he had aged several years.

"Grandpa, where are you going?"

Old man Wen turned his head when he heard the movement, and his beard almost turned up in fright: "My good boy, run slowly."

Don't have an accident, another one, his heart can't bear it.

Tong Xuelu repeated again: "Grandpa, where is Homecoming? How is he?"

"It's inside, don't let me in." Old Man Wen looked at the door of the storage room, his eyes moistened again, "Xue Lu, grandpa, I'm sorry, grandpa didn't tell you the truth before."

"Rugui was ill when he was a child, but he gradually recovered, I thought he would never do it again..."

Before, he had mentioned to her that Wen Rugui didn't talk to others when he was a child, but he selfishly concealed the episode about talking to himself.

He didn't want Tong Xuelu to be afraid of Wen Rugui because of this, and he was even more worried that she would dislike Wen Rugui and even leave him.

Tong Xuelu took a deep breath and said, "Grandpa, I already know."

When Mr. Wen heard this, his eyes widened, and then a sense of sadness welled up in his eyes.

This meant that Wen Rugui's condition had relapsed long ago, and she never even got better!

Tong Xuelu passed Old Man Wen, walked to the door of the storage room, and raised the corner of her mouth: "As home, I'm Xuelu, I want to see you, can you let me in?"

There was no sound in the room.

At this moment, Wen Rugui was like a trapped animal, he was trapped in his own world, when suddenly a clear and clear voice cut through layers of dark clouds and came down.

His heart trembled, and his cloudy eyes slowly became clear.

Tong Xuelu was not discouraged: "I walked a lot today, and my feet hurt so much. If you are home, can you come out and give me a massage?"

Still no reply.

Wen Rugui, who was in the room, was struggling in pain at the moment.

He wanted to stand up and open the door, but Xiao Xu on the side said to him coldly: "We are all fake, I am fake, my father is fake, and your daughter-in-law Tong Xuelu is also fake."

"We never existed, we are your imagination, you are crazy!"

Wen Rugui's facial features were distorted. He wanted to say that he was not crazy and that Tong Xuelu was not a fake, but he couldn't make a sound.

Tong Xuelu clutched the doorknob tightly, the veins on the back of her hand were exposed: "Rugui, do you remember what I said to you a long time ago?"

"I said, no matter what happens, you have to remember that I will always be with you, no matter what you become, I will never leave you."

The scene of that day appeared in Wen Rugui's mind, Tong Xuelu hugged him and kissed his lips, the real touch seemed to still linger around his lips.

How could she be fake like that?

He struggled to get up from the ground, but such a simple movement seemed to exhaust all his strength.

His limbs became very uncoordinated, his whole body was limp and weak, and it took him dozens of minutes to stand up.

There was Xiao Xu who kept attacking him: "If you are home, don't pay attention to her, she is fake, I am the real one, I am your little friend, I have been with you for more than 20 years."

"She will leave you one day, disappear from your world, she will dislike you and hate you like your mother, only I will always be with you, don't go out, let's hide, let them never find us !"

Wen Rugui finally stood up.

He supported the table beside him, looked at Xiao Xu with dark eyes and said, "I don't believe what you said, even if the whole world hates me, she won't hate me."

"Also, even if she is fake, I just want to be with her, so don't come to me again!"

"Xiao Xu" was stunned, as if he had received a huge blow, and stared blankly at him walking towards the door step by step.

The sky outside had gradually darkened, but no one in the yard moved.

Uncle Zong came over with two overcoats: "Commander, Xuelu, put on your clothes, don't catch cold, I'll go get dinner."

Old Man Wen wanted to say that he didn't want to eat, but when he saw Tong Xuelu who was like a sculpture beside him, he swallowed back the words: "Okay, make something hot."

If Wen Rugui didn't come out again, he planned to break into the door, but the consequences would only make his illness worse.

Because he did it when he was a kid.

At that time, he locked himself in the room and didn't respond to anyone's calls. Later, he broke into the door, but Xiao Wen Rugui was so frightened that he bumped his head against the wall.

Uncle Zong said hello, wiped away his tears and turned to go to the kitchen.

Commander Xiao looked at his granddaughter and then at Mr. Wen, feeling a rage in his heart.

If he had known that Wen Rugui had such a disease, he would never let his granddaughter marry him!

He frowned and said: "After an hour, if he doesn't open the door again, I will break the door!"

Mr. Wen didn't quarrel with him as usual, and said in a nasal voice, "Okay!"

Waiting like this is not an option, especially Tong Xuelu is still pregnant with her child, she can't be allowed to stand outside for a whole night, at worst, break into the door and tie him up with a rope.

Just thinking of that scene made his heart feel like he was soaking in bitter water.

Time passed bit by bit, and when Commander Xiao was about to get the tool to break the door, there was a sudden sound inside.

Everyone held their breath, not even daring to breathe out, for fear of scaring Wen Rugui in the room.

After a while, the door was slowly opened from the inside with a creak, and Wen Rugui's pale face appeared behind the door.

His face was so pale that there was no trace of blood, his forehead was covered with cold sweat, and his hands and feet were twisted like convulsions.

But the moment he saw Tong Xuelu, a smile slowly formed on his stiff face: "Xuelu, I finally defeated them and came to see you."

Tong Xuelu couldn't hold back the tears anymore, she rushed over and hugged him tightly.

His whole body was soaked in cold sweat, and his skin was as cold as ice.

"They all said you were a fake, and told me not to come out to see you." Wen Rugui was hugged by her, her voice was low and slow, "But I said, even if you are fake, I still want to talk to you." together."

Regardless of whether it is true or not, only her existence in his world makes it meaningful for him to live.

Tong Xuelu cried uncontrollably: "I am real, and so is our child. As long as you don't give up on yourself, I will never leave you."

The corner of Wen Rugui's mouth twitched, revealing a strange smile.

Xiao Mianmian was frightened and hid in her grandfather's arms, not daring to show her head.

Commander Xiao frowned even tighter.

Park Jianyi was shocked by Wen Rugui in front of him.

He had never seen Wen Rugui like this before, and he looked very ill now.

Old Man Wen was in tears, and he barely managed to hold himself up with Uncle Zong's support.

Only Tong Xuelu didn't seem to notice his strangeness, she leaned over and kissed his chin.

"I am real."

Then kissed his lips again: "I will not leave you."

Then kiss her, from nose to eyes, her delicate and warm kiss, carrying her body temperature, landed on his face.

What he looks like now is due to physical spasms caused by psychology.

People with mental illness, schizophrenia, obsessive-compulsive disorder and depression, will have all kinds of strange symptoms, some people will suddenly get anorexia and can't eat, some people will feel that they have asthma and can't breathe.

These diseases are caused by psychology. They don't actually have these diseases, but they actually show them.

It was hard for her to imagine how he was struggling with his illness and those illusory people just now, struggling step by step to come to see her.

If it wasn't for love, how could he be brave enough to do this?

The convulsions on Wen Rugui's body subsided little by little with her kiss, and the twisted arcs of her hands and feet seemed less serious.

"Xuelu, aren't you afraid of me like this?"

Tong Xuelu's lips stuck to it again: "Don't be afraid, no matter what you become, you are the person I love the most."

The corners of Wen Rugui's mouth twitched strangely, showing an awkward smile: "So, you still want me, right?"

"Yes, I want you!" Tong Xuelu hugged his face, "For me, you are my whole world!"

Wen Rugui hugged her with his trembling hands, and murmured, "My whole world is only you."

She is his salvation.

Always.