Chapter 35: The Treasure of Ilya

"Ilya, could you come with me for a minute?" (Anise)

"Yes?" (Ilya)

I approached Ilya after nightfall. Upon being stopped, she stared at me quizzically.

"Just a small evening drink." (Anise)

"...Huh. That's rare." (Ilya)

"It's just for a little bit. Can't you?" (Anise)

"...I'd be troubled if you pester me during day... I don't mind." (Ilya)

Ilya nodded at me with a sigh. I could only smile wryly in reply. After that, I stayed with Euphie until I calmed down; however, once I did, I was so embarrassed I couldn't look her in the eye.

Euphie must've known because she returned to her room for an early rest while looking troubled. I was embarrassed and frustrated because I felt like I was being played for a fool; honestly, it feels so complicated.

I invited Ilya to my room and watched as she poured a glass of wine. Truthfully, I don't drink much. I'm not a strong drinker, and I wasn't sure if I'd like the taste. If I wanted to get high, I would rather resort to drugs than alcohol.

"Here you go." (Ilya)

"Oh, thanks. Shall I pour for you?" (Anise)

"Feeling playful?" (Ilya)

"I think it's playful enough to ask you for a drink." (Anise)

"That's true too." (Ilya)

Ilya took a seat after preparing her own wine. Then, we gave a toast with our glasses. I took a small sip, then a throatful, puckering my face.

I stick my tongue out slightly. Ah, I really am bad with alcohol. Even then, I wanted to drink, so there wasn't much of a choice. Meanwhile, Ilya has already downed half of her drink. She's a strong drinker.

"Sorry for how I acted during the day." (Anise)

"No problem." (Ilya)

"...I really didn't expect Euphie to declare she wanted to be monarch..." (Anise)

"I didn't expect it either." (Ilya)

Really though. I never thought Euphie would come to that conclusion. I don't know what will happen in the future, but I can't refuse Euphie's favors anymore. If she really does ascend, I'll be out of a job.

Imagining such a future just makes me burst out laughing. I'd been so worried and distressed, but I finally felt like I could accept it. Yet, it seems Euphie easily swept it all away.

"...It's a little frustrating." (Ilya)

"...Ilya?" (Anise)

"I was proud to say that I was the closest to you. I've just been reminded that I'm just a follower." (Ilya)

Ilya muttered a few words after downing her wine in one go. Before she could pour another glass, I took the glass and poured it for her.

Ilya glared at me, but I ignored it. I continued to pour the wine before sitting back and sipping my own.

"Ilya is like a big sister to me." (Anise)

"...Am I?" (Ilya)

"Yeah. You always scold me and make sure I don't make mistakes. The reason I've come so far is because you've been watching over me all this time. So, thank you so much." (Anise)

"This feels like a dismissal." (Ilya)

"Well, I'm not a princess anymore. You can quit if you want." (Anise)

"...Seriously?" (Ilya)

I feel Ilya's gaze towards me intensify. The wine's intoxication is slowly turning to a good feeling. I stare at Ilya while my head turns to fluff.

"...If you want to quit, yes. But... I'd like it if you stayed." (Anise)

"...What's with you all the sudden?" (Ilya)

"I just thought it'd be a good opportunity." (Anise)

I chugged the rest of my wine, and my eyes became heavier.

"You've stayed by my side because of my selfishness." (Anise)

"It was your wish, so it was fine by me." (Ilya)

"It was. You've really taken good care of me. I'm truly blessed; for all my life, it was you protecting my heart." (Anise)

From my father, my position. From my mother, severity. From Ilya, comfort.

She was closer to me than anyone else, and she truly cared for me. She was the irreplaceable person who served me.

"I really appreciate it. From the bottom of my heart, I am happy that you stayed with me." (Anise)

"...There's no need to say that." (Ilya)

"It's not that... I thought it was a good opportunity. You've dealt with my selfishness for so long, but in the end, the most important thing is your wishes." (Anise)

It might've been a whim. But, I wanted to receive, in her words, her feelings that she's only shown in her attitude thus far. I wanted to respond to her feelings, rather than her deal with my selfishness.

For a while, Ilya merely sipped her wine in silence. She seemed to be gathering her words. I slowly drank my wine.

"...I too have been taking advantage of the roles given to me." (Ilya)

"Hm...?" (Anise)

"Originally, I was just a tool for my house. Before you found me, all I'd done was gather power for my house and associate with those who had it. Beyond that, I never saw value in myself." (Ilya) (1)

"..., I see." (Anise)

"Yes. It was very easy for me to be found by you and to live my life doing what you wanted me to do. I didn't have to be respectful. You were a good master who ditched formalities and told me to live as I pleased..." (Ilya)

Huh. Ilya smiled with her cheeks flushed with alcohol.

"You wanted me. And here we are. Your happiness was my happiness, and my happiness was your happiness. It has been an honor. I could not be more honored, for I've been nothing but a failure." (Ilya)

"...I see." (Anise)

"But... though I could protect your heart, I couldn't guide you. That's something I couldn't help with. I don't have the heart to give an ideal, nor do I have the power to take your hand. I am only a maid of honor, a reject daughter of a baroness." (Ilya)

"You're worth more than that." (Anise)

"Yes. The most important thing to remember is to not just take kindness and go. If it weren't for... Euphilia-sama, I wouldn't have reached this conclusion." (Ilya)

My heart jumped a little when Euphie's name was mentioned. I slurped down a glass of wine to cover it up.

"...Wow, perhaps, do you love me?" (Anise)

"I love you most of all in this world. You are my most beloved person, my master, Princess Anne-Sophia. If you haven't got the message yet, shall I tell you with my fists?" (Ilya)

 

"I'm drunk! Drunk! It's dangerous to get hit!" (Anise)

I shook my head in horror as her hand rose ominously. Seriously... Ilya poured some more wine into my glass.

Staring at the wine being poured into the glass, I muttered to myself and closed my eyes.

"I owe you an apology." (Anise)

"...Too drunk?" (Ilya)

"Maybe... I've been spoiled by you." (Anise)

"That's already past." (Ilya)

"Haha, I wanted you to deny it. Somewhere along the line, I started thinking it wouldn't matter if I died." (Anise)

If my life is a hindrance to Al-kun, if I can't find freedom, if all my wishes are denied...

If the nobility refuses to recognize me, despite all the use father finds in me...

If my existence is disturbing this country... how much is my life really worth?

If it had no value, then I'd be able to live as I please. I hoped that one day, at the end, I'd be able to say, "Oh, that was fun."

In any case... I'd been reborn once over already. If so, it couldn't have been helped.

"It's not like I usually thought that. But somewhere along the way, I gave up. Father was still alive, so it was still fine. But for the time when Al became king, there wouldn't be a place left for me. At that point, I'd have to either flee to another country or do my research in secret. In the end, I hid in my shell." (Anise) (2)

"..." (Ilya)

"Ilya was like a part of me. It was only natural for you to be there, and I knew that if I died, you could take care of it. It was stupid, and so disrespectful to you. I've realized it now. When Thomas asked about it. He said if you were truly a part of me, losing you wouldn't hurt at all." (Anise)

"So, Thomas said something like that." (Ilya)

Ilya also knows Thomas. I haven't seen them talk except for purely business, but they do know each other.

"It was then I realized. I was looking at you in a convenient way. But you've always cared for me and taken care of me; I thought I was being so rude to you." (Anise)

"I see." (Ilya)

"Father, mother; I thought it would be nice if Al-kun was here... I've been spoiled, haven't I?" (Anise)

"Yeah." (Ilya) (3)

"I don't wanna go back to being like that." (Anise)

I drank the wine Ilya poured in one gulp... Whose blood was the wine like? Was it the story of my past life or my current? I couldn't remember, and my mind felt cloudy. For now, it feels like Ilya's blood, so I drank it up. It felt necessary.

My beloved follower who has served me until now. Someone I've been troubling for a long time. Someone who's been like a sister and has always been there for me. I straighten my posture and look right at her.

"Ilya Coral. You have served me to this day and with great cause. Your dedication will not be forgotten by Anne-Sophia Winn Palette. So once again, I would like you to take your reward. Tell me what you want. If you wish to be promoted, I will do all I can to help you. If you have a wish that can be fulfilled, I will give you my full blessing." (Anise)

I've been able live on this far because of you.

The happiness I gain with you, merely staying by my side. That'll end today. I can no longer live like I'm soaking in a lukewarm bath. It might be comfortable, but that's why I must end it.

 

I won't run away anymore. If Euphie really is aiming for the throne, I'll give it to her; I'll pave her road. If Euphie fails, and should I be king, then I'll put my all into it. To protect this country, the country that the person who loved me tried to protect.

"...I, Ilya, am deeply honored." (Ilya)

I rose from my chair and Ilya knelt before me. I stared at her lowered head and waited for her to speak.

"For the reward, if it is so permitted, then... please, allow me to serve by your side for many years to come." (Ilya)

"Is... that all you ask?" (Anise)

"I mean forever. To me, you are an irreplaceable person. I am not interested in your status, but in your character. You are..." (Ilya)

Ilya slowly looked up, and... after looking a little lost, stood up and came to my side.

She wrapped her hands around my cheeks and lifted them up so we could see each other. On her face was a smile that I'd never seen before.

"You are my treasure. That's why I can't ask more of you than to make you happy." (Ilya)

"Ilya..." (Anise)

"You were a real pain in the ass. You were so selfish and unpredictable; if I took my eyes off you for even a moment, it seemed like you would disappear. Being with you was the meaning of my life. If you die, I'm sure I would follow." (Ilya)

I bit my lip. Otherwise, I would've made a weird sound. I could feel it.

"For a reward, I will ask you to return with the life I entrusted to you. I do not wish to die for you. If you die, I swear to you that I will mourn for you for the rest of my days." (Ilya)

"That's a roundabout threat...! A threat that if I die, you will continue to hold a grudge...!" (Anise)

"If you want me to be happy, please continue to live. If you're having a hard time living because you're unhappy, please be happy. If you truly think of me as your sister... then, please consider me." (Ilya)

I, too, feel the same way.

The hand that had been cupping my cheek moves to my head and pulls me close.

"Huh." A voice escaped from my mouth. So sneaky. It's not fair, Ilya.

Of course I would cry if you hugged me now.

"...It's alright now. You have Lady Euphilia. You have me. You have Ryeini, His Majesty, and the Queen. They can be counted on a single hand, but it's still reassuring, isn't it?" (Ilya)

"...Yes. Enough to clench my fist." (Anise)

"Please stand up. Move forward and reach out for your happiness. I pledge to always have your back. Even when you are far away. A mark to always remind where you will return. As your older sister." (Ilya)

"...Will that make you happy?" (Anise)

"If it would make you stop worrying... then let's do that. Let's make me happier once again. I think I'm enjoying caring for Ryeini. It would be a good plan for me to be her future mentor." (Ilya)

"...I see." (Anise)

I reached for Ilya's back, hugging her, catching her, and burying my face in her.

"I love you..." (Anise)

"I know." (Ilya)

"Hey, Ilya. Please say it." (Anise)

"Yes?" (Ilya)

"Can I be happy?" (Anise)

Can I want what I want and live as I please? Can I wish to change the world?

 

This world is so cramped and boring. Even though there is magic, everyone is only focused on interests and status. Even the study of magic is all about faith and theology. There are people who want to master magic, yet they don't even try to pursue what magic even is.

If you wonder about it, don't you want to know more about it? Maybe it's because I'm a reincarnated person at heart. That's why this world is so far from my own ideals.

"I wish you all the best." (Ilya)

"...Yeah. You'll stay with me all the time then." (Anise)

"I am honored... but, in moderation please?" (Ilya)

"It's terrible. You don't trust me." (Anise)

"I trust you." (Ilya)

Then let's win both trust and confidence. Then I will be happy.

"Thank you, Ilya." (Anise)

"Of course, Anne-Sophia-sama." (Ilya)

The taste of wine is still on my tongue. Even though I wanted to get drunk, I still am not good with the taste of alcohol.

But this taste is special. So even if I never become good with it, I think I'll remember it for a long time to come.

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"Ryeini, can you run an errand for me?" (Anise)

"An errand? What can I do for you?" (Ryeini)

The next day, after breakfast, I called Ryeini over and handed her a letter. She came fluttering up and accepted it.

"Request a meeting with Father and Mother. Tell them it is not urgent and that it will be at their convenience." (Anise)

"I will go to the palace." (Ryeini)

"Be careful." (Anise)

"It's okay. I've been training a bit lately!" (Ryeini)

Ryeini laughs innocently while making a fist with both hands. Well, from our standpoint, it would be a problem if we couldn't defend ourselves a little. If Ryeini were to stop holding back her charm, I would still be able to defend myself, but it's a both a forbidden and secret move (4).

I might like to try some things with her from time to time, but I'd have to limit it. Since Ilya said she's enjoying caring for Ryeini, I think it's best if I didn't mess with her.

"...A meeting with His and Her Majesty?" (Ryeini)

"Yup. I will formally convey Euphie's intentions to Mother and Father." (Anise)

"I see. I'm feeling pretty nervous." (Ryeini)

"Yeah. I don't really know if they'd be willing to agree with this." (Anise)

It's not very standard to announce that you're aiming for kinghood, is it? I wonder if Father would be upset by the fact that it was Euphie who suggested it and not me?

I wonder what Mother would say. I feel like she'll listen to me but gain a massive headache as well. I'm sorry we're causing you trouble, but Euphie is a super nice girl.

Ryeini came back with Father and Mother's replies. Surprisingly, they both took time off to see me, and we were able to meet with them today.

After being dressed by Ilya and Ryeini, I left Ilya at home and headed to the royal palace with Euphie and Ryeini.

"We've been expecting you, Anne-Sophia-sama." (Sprout)

"Oh, Knight Commander Sprout." (Anise)

It was Knight Commander Sprout who greeted us. We bowed and looked at each other.

 

"I heard that you wanted to talk confidentially, so I was asked to attend." (Sprout)

"Yes. If Father is okay with that, I would be grateful." (Anise)

"Wait... Is that Baron Cyan's daughter over there?" (Sprout)

Knight Commander Sprout glanced at Ryeini. For a moment, Ryeini almost shriveled under his gaze, but she quickly regained her composure and straightened her back.

"...My son has caused you a great deal of trouble." (Sprout)

"...Ryeini, Commander Sprout is aware of your circumstances." (Anise)

"...I am rather sorry for the trouble I have caused you on that occasion." (Ryeini)

"Mm. Then let's apologize to each other and let it be. If you have the chance... I would like you to meet with my son. He is still struggling with how to deal with his regrets." (Sprout)

"...Yes. Not right away, but definitely in the near future." (Ryeini)

Ryeini resolutely responded to Knight Commander Sprout. I wonder if Navel-kun is still under house-arrest. I don't know if he was told the truth, and I hope he isn't depressed.

Apologies in moderation. I was taken by Knight Commander Sprout to the room for the meeting. Father and Mother were already waiting for me, and Duke Grantz was there as well.

"Welcome, Anise and Euphie. So, what is it? What did you do that wound up with you sending a letter for a meeting?" (Father)

Is that the first thing that comes out of your mouth? This is important, but it wasn't because I messed up. I can't really deny that it's a daily occurrence but come on!

"I would like you to think that I've changed my mind." (Anise)

"Did you eat something bad...?" (Father)

"Are you sure you're not just being rude?" (Anise)

"Who's been rude to me until now?" (Father)

Me. I'm sorry.

"Your Majesty, Anise." (Euphie)

"Mm. Take a seat. Let's hear what you have to say." (Father)

"Yes, your Majesty." (Euphie)

Mother coughs and glares at me, clearing her throat, and Father urges us to take a seat. We do so, with Ryeini standing behind us.

Behind Father and Mother stand Duke Grantz and Knight Commander Sprout. Thus, began today's meeting.

"Father, Mother. I would like to thank you for taking the time to speak with me." (Anise)

"Stop with that spine-tingling drivel. Get to the point." (Father)

"I'm just in awe... well, that's fine. Father, Mother, I don't want to be queen." (Anise)

I wonder if I would be yelled at, but unexpectedly Father and Mother shut up.

"...You may be a fool, but even you know that won't come true." (Father)

"Yes." (Anise)

"...For me, I have no choice but to tell you that it's impossible for you not to take the throne. No matter how much you complain." (Father)

Father quietly admonishes me. Next to him, Mother nods quietly. Well, that's right. I would like to think Father is merely chastising me instead of yelling at me, which is surely his kindness.

"So would you still be angry if I recommended a queen other than myself?" (Anise)

"...What?" (Father)

"Father, Mother... might you have plans to adopt Euphie?" (Anise)

At my words, Father and Mother's eyes widened in astonishment. The two standing behind them also had contrasting reactions.

Knight Commander Sprout seemed shocked just like Father and Mother, while Duke Grantz quietly lowered his eyes.

"Your Majesties, I know that this sudden talk may startle you, but I beg you to listen to what I have to say." (Euphie)

Euphie continued to speak, following my words. To convey her thoughts to Father and Mother. Her gaze was towards them, yet it seemed to me as if she were looking at her own father, Duke Grantz.

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E/N:

(1): Might be iffy on the accuracy here.

(2): "flee to another country" originally was "be surrounded by other countries".

(3): This part where Anise is talking about her parents, Al-kun, and how she's spoiled are unclear from the machine, so accuracy might be off.

(4): Meaning the royal staff, royals, and nobility should all have basic defenses against charming by Ryeini. Anise defending herself relies on her dragon magic, which is supposed to be a secret.

One week my ass. Sorry. No promises this time, except that it will happen eventually.

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