The Scum Shou’s Survival Guide

"What are you, come?" Ye Hao’s throat was caught and he could only make a tough voice.

Jiang resigned his head and stared at Ye Hao’s face, watching the panic in his eyes.

Can't help but think of what I just saw, Ye Hao's gentle smile on Li Siyang and Li Lanan, and standing in the dark corner, like a humble beggar, watching him be gentle to others.

Anyway, I can't let you stay with me anyway, can't let you continue to love me, why should I still please you at all costs as before?

I should have thought about this.

Ye Hao felt that breathing was difficult, and he reached out to the hand of Lijiang’s resignation. He always had the illusion that he wanted to kill him like this... However, he did not expect to open it with a glance, and Ye Hao was stunned and then pushed. On the sofa.

Jiang Ci squats on his side and stretches his hand to pinch his chin. His tone is faint: "It will be pretending."

Although Jiang’s tone is very calm and calm, but Ye Hao’s inexplicable feeling is that he is angry, even though he does not know why he is angry.

Jiang Ci lowered his head slightly, and the hot air spit on the ear side of Ye Hao. He chuckled: "You still deceive people and turn people around. You said that if I told Li Xiaoan, you are actually a kidnapper who will abuse children. He I am afraid I will not be so relieved that you will pick up his son?"

Ye Hao’s face was white. He had promised many excessive demands in order to prevent him from doing so, but his initiative was not here. If Jiang’s insistence on doing so, he would have no choice.

Jiang stroking Ye Hao's cheek, looking at his slightly pale face, his eyes showing a deep eager look, suddenly unable to suppress his impulses, bowed his head and kissed his lips.

He has been patient for a long time, and now he does not want to be patient.

This person can only belong to him!

Ye Hao’s eyes were sharp and wide. When he didn’t think about it, he reached out and pushed the river to resign. However, he was hung up by the river and couldn’t break free. He was almost suffocated by the kiss.

Jiang’s dissatisfaction with Ye Hao’s struggle was too annoying. He directly pulled off Ye Hao’s clothes, tied his hands tightly together, then pressed them on the sofa and bit his head on his back neck.

Ye Hao felt that Jiang’s words were arrogant, only feeling that the scalp was numb and struggling desperately. "You let me go! You are crazy!"

Jiang Ci gave a ridiculous laugh: "Let you let go? Do you think that I can't satisfy you alone? Need me to find more people?"

Ye Hao was so angry and angry that he was sorrowful and disappointed. He said, "Do you have to do this? Just to retaliate against me, to make things that I feel disgusting... you are not such a person..."

In my memory, you are a very good child, kind and reliable, and gentle inside.

What I see now, but a fallen beast dominated by hatred, hurts and hurts himself.

Jiang’s eyes were cold and his voice was indifferent. “Oh? What kind of person do you think I should be?”

Ye Hao turned his head slightly and his eyes were slightly red. He said, "I am sorry for you... you can retaliate against me, but I don't want you to turn yourself into a kind of person you hate because of hatred. That's just It’s not worth the candle."

I really don't want you to be like me, because hatred turns myself into something wrong, makes mistakes, and then pays for my mistakes throughout my life.

I didn't understand this truth at first, but unfortunately, when I understood it, it was already late.

I know that you still have a kind side in your heart. You are the person I love so much, so I hope that you can live well, not because you are impulsive and become a demon of revenge, indulging your desires.

Don't repeat my mistakes.

Jiang resigned as he looked at Ye Hao’s eyes. Ye Hao said this sentence when he was so sincere and his eyes were as serious as if he were his heartfelt words. He hoped that he could be good and let go of hatred and live a good life.

At this moment he seems to have returned to the past, back to the time when they are still together, back to the time when he still loves him... the past and the present are intertwined.

Jiang’s words are almost impossible to continue. What is he doing? Obviously, he once regarded this person as a father and generally respected him, but now his heart is full of dirty desires, just want to follow the instincts and enjoy the pleasure brought by revenge.

However, the cockroaches in his eyes only lasted for a moment, and soon they were again covered by coldness.

Can the pain that I suffer can be easily revealed in one sentence? I want to let me let you go when I put it down.

I still want to escape from me before I am clear. Now, in order to avoid my revenge, I can continue to pretend to care for me. I won't believe you again!

Jiang’s fingers swept over Ye’s neck and smiled low: “You said it makes sense.”

Ye Hao showed a hint of surprise. He was very worried that Jiang couldn’t listen to him. He really didn’t want to go to this point.

Jiang resigned and looked at Ye Hao’s face, revealing the cat’s smile. He said, “Just you’re wrong, I don’t hate what I am. On the contrary, revenge is the happiest thing for me. thing."

The color of joy in Ye Hao’s eyes instantly dissipated. He looked at Jiang’s eyes and suddenly rolled his legs and rolled from the sofa. He had a hunch that what happened next was that he did not want to bear it.

But before he got up, he was caught ruthlessly by his ankles.

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This torture is so long for him, and the violent person is like a cruel tyrant, no matter how he cries and pleads, he is not moved.

At the end of the leaf, almost no fingers can move.

His eyes were lying on the ground, blood flowing down his thighs, his body full of traces, and he was embarrassed.

Why, things will develop to this point?

Is that all that was just his nightmare? Has he returned to the desperate world that can't break free?

Jiang resigned aside, slowly buttoning the button of the shirt, his lips slightly tilted up, he finally completely occupied this person, the process of bringing him a great satisfaction beyond his imagination.

He finally realized that he was not only limited to wanting to trap this person, he also wanted him to belong to him from the inside to the heart!

This is what he really wants!

[叮, Jiang’s blackening value is -10, the current blackening value is 70]

Jiang resigned and grabbed Ye Hao’s arm and dragged him to the bathroom and threw it on the floor.

Ye Hao had no strength to resist at all, and the pain caused by the fierce plunder made him almost numb. But the most painful thing is not the body, but the heart... The most painful thing is this person who hurts him personally...

It is what he loves and he used to be like his own child.

Jiang resigned and looked at Ye Xiao’s empty numbness. It seemed to have been completely defeated. He patted his face and whispered: "What? What is it? It’s disgusting... It’s time to record it and let you see you like this—"

When the words were not finished, suddenly a sound of ‘啪’ made the words of Jiang’s remarks come to an abrupt end.

Ye Hao raised his hand and slap him.

He clearly felt powerless, but he did not know where the potential broke out. He raised his hand and screamed at Jiang. This slap has no strength at all. The face on Jiang’s remarks is like an itchy, lightly brushed.

But the disappointment and anger contained in this is deeper than any intense speech action.

Ye Xie looked at him, the disappointment of anger and anger in his eyes was so thick, and it seemed to be the cold wave of the northernmost land, which could freeze the blood of the body. He slowly opened his mouth and made a broken, indifferent voice: "You are so... happy?"

Jiang’s remarks did not move. After a while, it seemed that he had recovered from the slap in the past. Although the pain of depression at the bottom of his heart made him feel extremely depressed, he said, “Yes, I am very happy.”

Ye Hao heard this sentence, it seems that he finally did not report any hope, he closed his eyes tiredly.

This is the end of his mistakes...

But the saddest thing is that what he hates most is not Jiang’s remarks, but himself, who has turned this child into this way...

Maybe from the time he left the hospital and took him away, or when he hurt him, it may just be when he didn’t say goodbye... All this has already been doomed today.

He tried to make up for his fault, but it may be too late...

Jiang resigned to look at such Ye Hao, and saw that he was finally hurt by himself. He thought it would be very happy, but in fact it may not be so happy, but the chest is filled with boring emotions.

[叮, Jiang’s blackening value is -10, the current blackening value is 60]

Jiang’s hand was pinched into a fist, very hard. After a while, he turned and strode away.

When Ye Hao heard the sound of the door of ‘砰’, he slowly opened his eyes again.

[Ye Wei: No, no strength, no help for me to clean up, I left the door, this child has not been considerate before...]

[888:......] Can this spicy chicken not shut up? There was no atmosphere at all. I thought that he was a bit miserable. Now I just want to make another meal for him, so I can't recognize my mother.

Ye Hao sighed and sighed on the ground, and when he slept, he found that he had a cold, and he took a shower and got into the bed.

This body is not good, I am sick once.

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However, it is particularly suitable for the sick to sell at this time. Ye Hao does not go out, so he is lying in the air.

888 sees that he is lazy like this, even the take-out is too lazy to call, and he is not willing to get up and eat, I am afraid that he will toss himself to death, he is very hesitant to hesitate, consider whether you want to eat this bastard, good On the second day, Jiang’s remarks came back, and 888 had a feeling of relief.

I don’t know when Jiang’s words were brought to the key of Ye’s family, and he opened the door directly.

He left the house yesterday because he didn't know what he wanted.

From the moment he saw Ye Hao, he decided to retaliate against him, so that he could never leave himself, but it really hurt him, and he began to regret a little. He didn't know why he still hesitated.

It is clear that there is no need to hesitate.

Jiang recalled the appearance of Ye Hao when he left yesterday. He was worried that he would be alone at home and only came back after one night.

The house was quiet, the living room was still the same as yesterday, and the mess was not cleaned up. Jiang opened the door of the bedroom and saw the man lying in bed with his eyes closed. It seemed that he was already asleep.

He walked gently and looked down and found that Ye Hao’s face was covered with abnormal red color. He reached for his forehead and it turned out to be a fever.

Jiang resigned and called to let his hand send food and cold medicine.

Then take off your shoes and go to bed, and hold the leaves in your arms.

Because I fell asleep, at this moment the man is very quiet, will not resist and will not struggle, Jiang often feels special peace of mind. This person is by his side... He is eager to re-emerge and he has been eager for eight years.

For the past eight years, he has been dreaming of seeing him again.

If you are not such a person, how good is it...

Jiang’s painful eyes closed, his thoughts returned to eight years ago, and the most painful and helpless scene was engraved in the depths of his soul.

He can never forget that day.

Ye Hao bought him a cake that day. Although the cake is very simple, he doesn't care. He cares about this birthday with him. He relies on him to love him. They live by each other, regardless of each other.

He vowed never to be separated from him.

But the gentleman who gave him a birthday before the moment just suddenly said something to him: I went out.

I never came back.

He sat alone in the house, wanting to wait for Ye Hao to come back and blow out the candles. As a result, the candle burned out. The candle oil formed a solid stain on the cake. The sky was dark and the rain fell. The man always did not return.

Suddenly he was very scared and afraid, afraid that Ye Hao was an accident, otherwise how could he not come back? He will not leave him!

He found a whole night on the rainy night and went to all the places where he thought Ye Hao might go, but he found nothing and returned to get sick.

There is only one person left in the house, quiet like a grave.

He is not willing to go to the hospital. He is afraid that if Ye Hao comes back, he will not be anxious. He thinks that he will stay away from the place and he will see him when he turns back. He will take his hand again.

As a result, this is his delusion. Things are not so complicated, and there are not so many difficulties. He simply does not want him.

He thought that he would never abandon him, and he left without warning.

He once thought about the reasons, until he knew everything.

Jiang quit his eyes and his lips showed a bitter smile.

How do you think of those things again?

Jiang resigned his head and kissed Ye Hao’s forehead gently. His eyes were deeply in love.

do you know? I didn't want to believe that you were the kind of person that my father said. Even if so many facts and evidence are in front of me, I don't want to believe it, but... I probably waited for too long.

When you are desperate, you can only believe it.

I need a reason.

Jiang said that he had been holding Ye Hao for a while, and it was not long before he sent the medicine and food.

Jiang sang and kissed Ye Hao and said, "Wake up."

Ye Hao’s, feeling like he was in a warm embrace, and someone was calling him, and he opened his eyes and saw the face of Jiang’s words. But this time there was no accident in the eyes, no struggle, only indifference.

Jiang Ci said to him: "You should take medicine."

Ye Hao did not resist, and he ate the medicine with Jiang’s hand and barely ate some food.

Jiang resigned to see Ye Hao's lips stained with a little porridge stains, and suddenly he was so excited that he bowed his head and then kissed him deeply.

Ye Xie’s body trembled slightly, closing his eyes but not rebelling.

All of this made him feel ashamed. Jiang’s actions reminded him of his sins. He wanted to disregard all the rebellious, but he did not have the power to resist...

If this is really what you want, then I will compensate you. If this makes you happy, then let it be with you... even if it hurts again, it doesn't matter.

When you are retaliated, feel enough, leave me.

We will never see each other again.

Jiang Ci rarely sees Ye Hao's obedience, and he has deepened the kiss.

He knows that Ye Hao doesn't like to treat him like this. If he doesn't resist, he just gives up. His heart seems to tear in half at the moment. Half tries to stop his behavior, telling him that this is not true, but the other half is strong. Longing for, eager to have this person.

Ultimately, eagerness and hate prevailed and destroyed his reason.

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Ye Hao had to skip the class because she did not take time off, causing Li Xiaoan’s concern, and the phone finally came over. And his cell phone is in the hands of Jiang Ci, Jiang resigned on Li Xiao'an's phone, his eyes were slightly colder, and he raised his mouth and said: "Tell him that you are not comfortable, go back in a few days."

Ye Hao was like a puppet, and according to Jiang’s instructions, he connected the phone. There was a worried voice from Li Xiaoan: “What happened to you? Why didn’t you come to the hospital?”

Ye Hao’s voice is hoarse: “I’m a little uncomfortable, I forgot to take time off, there’s nothing you don’t have to worry about.”

Li Lanan quickly said: "Are you at home? I have come to see you."

Ye Hao’s hand is slightly forced, adding a tone: “I’m fine, you don’t have to come.”

Li Lanan still has some concerns, but he looks at Ye Hao’s firmness. It’s hard to stick to it. If you don’t come back for two days, you must go and see, he said, “Well, I don’t. I am bothering you to rest, if you have something to say to me."

Ye Hao said yes, then hang up.

Even without Jiang’s instructions, he would not selfishly bring Li Wei’an into their grudges.

Jiang Ci took a leaf from behind and kissed his neck and smiled low: "You are very obedient, I want to praise you."

When he said it, he took possession of him again.

Ye Hao closed her eyes and said nothing, but she bit her lip and her mouth was bloody.

As long as I think of who this person is in and out of him, the pain is like a cold tide, and there is no sky, only desperate suffocation.

To re-enter him into the bottomless abyss.

In just two or three days, Ye Hao felt that it was as long as two or three years.

Finally his cold is good.

Ye Hao said to Jiang: "I have to go back to work."

Jiang smiled and nodded. He did not intend to stop Ye Xie from working. As long as he did not try to escape, he would not completely deprive him of his freedom. He believes that Ye Hao should already know how to obey, but just in case he still swears, he stares deeply at him: "Don't think about escaping, you know?"

Ye Hao laughed at the corner of his mouth. "I know."

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It was originally the home where he rested, but because of the existence of Jiang Ci, he became a prisoner who imprisoned him. When he left the house, Ye Hao spit out a breath, and there was a feeling of being like a world.

He returned to the hospital, and his colleagues were very concerned about him. They asked him to pay attention to rest and not to be stubborn.

In the afternoon, Li Lanan got the news to visit him.

Li Xiaoan frowned at the look of Ye Hao. Only a few days ago, this person seemed to be thin, and his eyes seemed calm. s color.

It seems like nothing is going on, it seems to have experienced a major change.

Li Lanan suddenly regretted that he did not insist on visiting him in the past. He said to Ye Hao seriously: "Are you really okay?"

Ye Hao coveted Li's eyes and hoarse voice, "I'm fine."

Li Lanan is a little angry, how can he not feel about him? Or does he simply not regard himself as a friend? So what are you willing to tell him?

He said in one word: "If you have something, you can tell me, do you know?"

Ye Hao heard Li Xiao'an's dissatisfaction. This is to blame him for not treating him as his own, but he really didn't want to trouble Li Lanan any more, and he didn't want him to know his own scandal, so he insisted: "I am really fine."

Li Lanan looked at the stubborn Ye Hao and felt helpless and powerless. In fact, three years ago, he felt that his schoolmate had a story, but he did not want to say that at that time they were not familiar and would not pursue the bottom.

However, three years later, Ye Hao still refused to say anything to himself. It seemed to be close but kept away. This made Li Xiaoan have a strong sense of frustration. After three years of hard work, he did not let him enter the heart of this person. One thousand.

Ye Hao seems to be very good to anyone, gentle and easy to get along with, in fact, really want to be close to him, only to find that it is inside the cold shell, leaving no gaps.

The package inside must be very painful, not willing to be known.

Li Xiaoan was a little bit distressed, and then asked if he was going to scare this person away. He thought about it and said: "Siyang is chanting you recently, and said that he wants to go to the newly opened amusement park, and I still I owe you a meal, let's go out for dinner together on weekends."

Li Lanan has long seen that Ye Hao likes children very much. When he meets a child, he is soft. At this time, he did not hesitate to make his son out. He always thought that this stinky boy would hinder him from finding an object. He did not expect that one day he would actually Falling to rely on him...

Ye Hao recently struggled, and worried that Jiang’s resignation would find him trouble. He hesitated for the first time and said, “Look again... I don’t know if there is time...”

Li Yanan looked at him deeply and said, "Then I will wait for you."

When Ye Hao came home from work, Jiang’s words were waiting for him at home. He was as comfortable as his own home. Even his dinner was ready. He squinted at Ye Hao and ordered: “Come and eat.”

Ye Hao walked over and sat down. He only ate a few mouthfuls and couldn't eat it. He had no appetite. He thought about Jiang and said: "I have something on the weekend..."

He did not know why Jiang Ci had such a heavy hostility towards Li Lanan, but he felt that it would be better not to mention Li Lanan. Otherwise, Jiang Ci may be angry again. If he is angry, he will torture him. Ye Hao does not want to make extra money.

Jiang resigned: "What is it?"

Ye Hao said: "Colleagues go out to eat together, you... If you don't agree, I won't go."

Jiang’s remarks looked at Ye Hao, and there was a strange color in the eyes that Ye Xie could not understand. Suddenly he smiled and said: “Nothing, you go, I have a good weekend. It’s hard that you think I have time. Looking at you?"

Ye Hao gently spit out a breath and said, "I know."

Jiang resigned to see Ye Xie's expression of relief, his eyes were cold, but he did not ask again, but he made him a meal at night, until Ye Hao finally could not help but cry.

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[888: Remind you, Jiang Ci knows that you are about Li Lanan. 】

[Ye Wei: I know, after all, he has such a strong desire to control~ I know everything about it every move~]

[888: Oh, then you are still rushing to death? 】

[Ye Ye: This is not to die, is this to promote the plot? 】

[888:......]

Jiang’s words were very busy and left the day before the weekend.

Ye Hao has a feeling that people who are about to suffocate can finally breathe. He wears long-sleeved trousers. Fortunately, the weather is cold. He can just use a scarf. This will cover all the traces on his body, and finally he will go out.

Ye Hao went out to play a car, went to the hotel that Li Lanan had booked, and saw Li Siyang as soon as he entered the hall. Li Siyang’s happy rushing 洺 洺 made a grimace and said with a smile: “How come you are so late, I’m waiting for you for a long time.”

Ye Hao’s face finally showed a smile, and said: "Sorry."

Li Yanan knocked on Li Siyang's head and said to Ye Hao, "I don't care about him, it's not too late, just sit down."

Ye Hao sat down on the opposite side of Li Lan'an. At this time, he saw a pair of tableware around him. He snorted: "There are guests?" When the three of them used to be together, they almost never had outsiders.

Li Yanan coughed and said: "There is a friend who also wants to come together."

Li Zhaoan actually has some helplessness. He really does not want others to bother him and Ye Hao to eat, but the other party is far away and sincere, and he said that he has to eat with him when he is about to leave. Time cannot be moved. I chose it today, and I don't care about eating with others. Li Lanan thought about it and had to promise, simply be a common meal.

Li Xiaoan said with a smile: "You don't have to care, just be an ordinary friend, just have a meal together..."

At this moment, Ye Hao felt that someone was sitting next to him. He instinctively turned his head and looked at his face. His face suddenly became white, and he was nervous and afraid to think hard. He grabbed his knees with both hands.

Jiang’s remarks did not look at Ye Hao’s eyes. It seemed that he was just a stranger. He smiled politely at Li Lan’an and his voice was clear: “I’m sorry I’m late.”