When The Male Supporting Actor Bend The Male Lead

“You…how are you doing these days?”

Luo Han didn’t know why, he just wanted to ask him if he was doing well… But his complexion was too pale that it was almost transparent.

Qi Yan stared at him blankly. It took him a while to recover; he forced a smile to Luo Han: “You’ve been discharged from the hospital… Is it alright for you come to school now?”

Luo Han was expressionless and glanced at his blue rimmed eyes faintly.

He… seemed to be having a bad time, is it because they broke up?

Luo Han, who came to this conclusion, was at a loss and confused.

He didn’t know the feelings between himself and the other party because he didn’t remember. Everything was like old yellowed photos which eventually gathered dust, shoved at the bottom of the box and forgotten.

Luo Han didn’t answer for a long time. Qi Yan looked elsewhere awkwardly then rigidly looked for a topic: “Are you still familiar with the school?”

“No, but it’s easy to recognize.”

“That’s… Never mind, you’ll be familiar with it soon after you walk around.” Qi Yan walked stiffly to his desk, sorted out the scattered documents on it, and continued: “These are all information about the school management and student activities. We used to managed it by dividing the labor between the two of us, but later…”

Later, after we got together, you took care of it all. I used to slack off, but you would just shake your head dotingly and took all the documents easily.……

Qi Yan didn’t say these words.

His throat was constricted and sore, the sourness at the tip of his nose caused Qi Yan to take a deep breath, but tears filled his eyes.

Exhaling heavily, Qi Yan raised his head to prevent tears from flowing out. He just wanted to escape from this place quickly.

Behind him, Luo Han’s gaze had been on Qi Yan. His forbearance, pain, and nostalgia were all seen in his eyes. For no reason, he felt uncomfortable in his heart even though he didn’t know why.

In a while, Qi Yan collected his emotions, turned his head, and smiled at Luo Han: “I’m going to class, goodbye.” After speaking, he walked to the door.

After a few steps, Luo Han’s voice suddenly came, stopping him from leaving.

“Were we very good back then?”

The cold voice is like the breeze that accompanies the summer night. No matter how warm the day is, it will make people tremble at night.

Qi Yan paused and lowered his eyes: “Is there any use in asking these…?”

“Just want to know.”

“Then how do you want me to answer?” Qi Yan laughed self-deprecatingly: “If I say no, you will doubt me and investigate; If I say we were good, you don’t remember anything.””

“Luo Han, I’m sorry.”

“This apology is because I was not by your side when you were injured.”

“If I can, I am willing to help you bear this pain.”

“But you have to remember, I don’t owe you.”

“You have no impression of me. It’s like you took out my heart and cut it to pieces. Yet you still have to ask me how I feel so indifferently.”

“From the very beginning, I was out of the closet. If it’s not you, it will be someone else.”

“It’s only a matter of time before I forget you.”

“It will still… hurts me to death.”

……

Qi Yan left without looking back, leaving Luo Han with a thin and lonely back.

His eyes widened in shock; Luo Han’s soul was screaming. The feeling of wanting to cry for no reason lingers in his heart. It was as if that something had exploded in a blank space, but when he wanted to explore, he didn’t know where it was.

One sentence filled his mind – you are going to lose him.

Luo Han suddenly covered his head, just like before, the pain was unbearable.

A vague figure appeared in the chaos. Everything about him, his gentle appearance, his coquettish and aggrieved appearance appeared one by one.

However, there is no face of that person.

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Qi Yan + Luo Han Small Theater：

Luo Han: Your face is so bad, you must be thinking of me, right?

Qi Yan: Hehe thinks too much, that’s because of too much porn.

Luo Han: [Squinting] What are you talking about?

Qi Yan: In order to create the effect, I played on the computer for two days and two nights! This account will be settled when you recover your memory!

Luo Han: [Come up to him with a smirk and hug his waist] How about giving myself to you for two days and two nights as compensation?

Qi Yan: “Go away! Dirty!